Dear Tony! A very Happy Birthday in Heaven with The Blessed Trinity, and Holy Mary and all the Saints and Angels with you. Continue to watch over us and shower us with your heavenly love and blessings.
Although I never personally met you, but from all the stories your Father John ever told and other members of your family, I know you were a very special and loving person to them. God rest your immortal soul and may it shine like the stars in the universe. Love and hugs, Uncle Bob

Happy Birthday in Heaven, Tony! John and I miss your visits to your car at the shop! Every visit was full of stories and laughs. We always learned something new from you! I'm sure all your angels in heaven are enjoying your stories and getting some good laughs.. Peace and love, Sharon & John

Tony: As you are celebrating your new journey of life I pray that you are receiving this heart felt message that I am sending You. Being able to speak with You briefly on the phone was ever so pleasant. Your zest and compassion for life is truly a positive reminder of what we all should have within our daily lives. I am Wishing You a Very Blessed and Happy Birthday to You this day. Always in my heart and thoughts forever more. I do Love You and Miss You.

Happy 2nd. birthday in Heaven!  This probably would have been quite a celebration this year if you were with us.  However, I'm sure you're bringing a smile to all up there with you.  Again, Price Chopper will never be the same.

Happy birthday in Heaven, Tony! I miss seeing your smiling face and I miss talking to you when I go to Price Chopper. You were such a kind, gentle person. I know you are an angel in Heaven. Thinking of you....

My sun
My moon
Into this early midnight sky , I send a whisper on angels wings , from my heart to yours , Happy Birthday.

This time 2 years ago I brought you home to meet my family , to partake in Dakota's birthday... Not a day goes by where your not in a thought...

Antoinette visited yesterday. She saw the poster I had on the wall from our Tri County Heart Walk with your picture on it. She just stared at it and said, "God, he was such a handsome man". 

Yes.

Yes you were.
Inside and out.

What a difference a day makes.... 

I too had a dream , but in my dream you were not there... I came alone and entered the house, it was messy and dark... Apparently I had left Bear and AZE behind the food bowl was empty, it look liked someone had been there but no one had taken care of the cats... I filled the bowl and their water dish, I then cleaned out the cat box...

As I walked around everything was there but dark and dusty , I climbed the stairs and the light to our room was on, as I approached I breathed in and knocked, there was no answer , I slowly opened the door but you were not there...

As my eyes rolled over , a heavy burden weighed on me... I was knew that I was alone , when I ought not..

I could feel you in the wood and the ghosts of us replayed all the conversations we had... It's like living in two worlds the world that was and the world that is...

I grew weary and put my head down on your pillow as I stared out the window I heard noises and I lept to my feet... The court man was in the house...

I slowly but swiftly darted through the house and grabbed what I could , down the steps and over the stones I began to run down the driveway but the side door swung open and I ran right into his arms...

He looked at me , and released... I ran

I remember waking from that dream and I asked if I could go back but no matter how I tried it was gone ...

Home .....

No matter how many days pass I often find myself viewing from the secret window of the ghosts from yesterday...

There are moments where the grief continues to wash over me, to say that you are missed would be an understatement...it is a day to day process to keep it together but I will admit I lose the battle more often then I care to admit and the tears well they come and I flow with them...
I hold on to those precious moments that we shared,packed a lifetime into our short time together and I go there often to hold on to the memory of us.

Struggle I do to reacquaint myself with my identity.


Gone but not forgotten

Xo

Happy Valentine's Day Tony.
I love you.

You've been on my mind so much lately. I miss you terribly. David said he has dreams of you. If I've had any, I don't remember them. That bothers me.
I want you to visit me in my dreams. I want to talk to you again. I want to see you again.
Please visit me, if only in my dreams.
I love you.

Merry Christmas sweet brother. <3

I'm dreaming tonight of a place I love
Even More than I usually do
And although its a long road back
I promise you...

I'll be home for Christmas
You can count on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents under the tree

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love light beams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love light beams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my Dreams
If only in my Dreams

My love, you had a full moon last night, if my tears could rise they would have touched the stars above....

This is a difficult time still for all of us, and although much has changed over the year, know that you are still in all things lovely and true....

My heart aches, the tears still fall and the heart, it still aches....

From the deepest parts of this heart of mine, I send up a prayer and may it pass through heavens gates to your heart.....I love you, and I miss you..Forget me not...

Always,
Laura

As you watch over us from above please know that your memory is alive here.

Hard to believe it's been a year already. RIP Tony.

Tony, we never met and that doesn't mean that I will forget you, we are cousins and I feel that I knew you. I know you have enjoyed this last year in Heaven with our kin who have gone before. So we are waiting until we can all be together one day, never to be apart again. You just keep an eye open for our arrival.. You are surely missed by your family..

Wow one year since you've been gone I still can't believe it. I think about you all the time I miss our long talks on the phone....we use to laugh about the  Silliest things I can still hear your laugh ... Miss you so much... Rest in peace my love...

wow, a year has past already and we know how much your family is missing you and hurting.  God only takes the good ones so young but we know you are looking over them.  Rest in peace, Tony!

Tony, I can't believe that you have been gone a year already. I think of you every time I go into Price Chopper. I miss seing your smiling face Rest in peace my friend. You are missed.... <3

My dear sweet brother,
You were missed today. No matter how well planned dinner was, there are still enough leftovers for you. What a day, to hear my niece brag about you, how she loved to linger at the table after dinner to listen to the things you had to say. She said, "he knew so much about so many things, he was so knowledgeable." "He always made me laugh".

And yes, you could eat and eat. Of course, hindsight is 20/20 and I know now that you kept that figure of yours because your body was working so hard to keep you going even though all the unknown as yet problems you had. If I could turn the clock back and have you here again...but I cant. I am left to miss you.

Until that day dear sweet Tony, until that day.
May your first Thanksgiving in Heaven be joyous and wonderful and know that we are thinking of you.
<3

People often ask me- is it getting any easier....I don't know how to respond...As humans we are offered seasons, people come in and out of our lives: some add, some take away but all are here for a reason...Is it any easier: no but we move forward because the sun still rises and the sun still sets- the world is moving, seasons are changing and we must do the same...

I miss you of this I am sure- but I am grateful that you loved me as you did because you allowed me to see the world in a new light, my hardened heart was made soft: I felt things again- and it was good to know love as it was intended to be....Your broke the walls down and freed me form the chains I had been ensnared in...

It is bittersweet my love- to love and lost but to know that your life and the love you bestowed upon me- that in turn I will be able to acknowledge love again when I see it and love better because of the love you gave to me and I thank you for that.

My eyes are open and I can see....

Easy- no
Miss you everyday- of course
Love You- I sure do
Thankful- With all me being

From my heart to yours: love you today tomorrow always.

Forget Me Not...

Always,
Laura
Xo

Happy birthday Tony. I miss you so very much.

I had a good cry. Poor David felt so helpless. He wanted to bring home a cake for you but didn't want to upset me and Mom. We talked about how you should be here to grow old with us, how much we miss you and love you.

I know I will see you again, but I still miss you.

I pray you enjoy your first birthday in Heaven. Know that we are here celebrating your birthday in our own way.

Tony, I am happy that the trials of this life are no longer a burden for you, that you are at peace and with our Heavenly Father, our family and loved ones. But know that I cannot help but feel selfish because I no longer have you here with me. I know that it may be wrong for me to feel this way, but you know how much I adored you and would have done anything for you. 
My heartache will not pass quickly.
But it will pass...when I see you again.

I miss your hugs
I miss your smile.
I miss your laugh.
I really miss your laugh.
Especially when you would get all dorky and crack me up.

I miss your 'mom' stories.

We all do.

I love you.

Dearest Anthony, although my memoray of you was a little boy when I first saw you on Henry Avenue, I will always remember that visit to my parents house at #10 Henry Ave, and you lived with your parents down the block. It was a great day and now a fond memoray. Although you left us here on earth far too soon, I know from faith and trust in Jesus, I will see you again one day in Heaven as well as your dad and my very own parents and my other brothers who are also in God's hands.Pray for all of here on earth going through this trial that we must travel in order to reach HEAVEN! God bless you and all my other family members who are with you.Give them all a big kiss and hug from me!
Love to all, until we meet in Heaven one day, Uncle Bobby

Happy Birthday Tony.....

What do you say....
This time last year we were all eating dinner the biggest decision I had was what kind of fruit you may like on top of the fancy cheese cake I had brought home.
I think about those letters....
I think about the songs.....
I think about how I didn't give you my gift of how I felt- but I know with each breath I took I know that not only did I tell you how much I loved you and valued you but in my actions each day - I was committed to us.
My love - this is difficult
I miss you
We miss you
The song I had chose for you on your birthday last year was Rascal Flats My Wish as all I wanted for you was the best ....

Born this day was many but there is only one like you.

May God continue to bless this broken road that we are on- bring us comfort on our weakness.

My heart breaks daily and I forever reminded of you not being here beside me.

Happy Birthday Baby may you know nothing but peace love and comfort as I so very often prayed for you daily.

Love You
Laura

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zGB7IWklW3s

Happy birthday in Heaven, Tony. I always think of you when I am in Price Chopper. I miss your smiling face. You were a terrific person and you are not forgotten. Rest in peace, my friend.

May the Angels sing you the most joyous chorus of happy birthday! You are so missed
<3

Happy first birthday in heaven, Tony. Price Chopper isn't the same without you.  David and Roberta are always in our thoughts.

Bob & Mary

Roberta; This a very beautiful remembrance of Tony. I never met any of you except your mother. But I feel I know all of you and I am sure if Tony was anything like the rest of the family, he was a great person with plenty of love to share with people he met. My prayers go out to the family and I believe Tony is dancing on those streets of gold and singing Hosanna on the Highest.. Love to all.

The heart wants what the heart wants-

Love it is scary as it is alluring

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
Cuz I couldn't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows so surely to the sea
Oh my darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Loving you , loving me was meant to be

I miss you

Always,
Laura
Xo

My asylum, my asylum is in your arms
When the world gives heavy burdens
I can bear a thousand times
On your shoulder, on your shoulder
I can reach an endless sky
Feels like paradise

Put two and to-gether, for-ever will never change
Two and to-gether will never change.

My Sun and Moon- you have been gone for 5 months today, I am not sure where the time has gone but know that with every breath I take-I miss you.

Love you,
Laura

I often find myself looking out the window - I have always found some comfort to see the comings and goings of life from fhat vantage point. You can here the children's laughter and cars passing by- the music carries. As I look I can go back and see us lugging those rocks and me getting tried up in the hose.I also remember how you wanted to save the worms and spiders that we had unearthed-

I reflect and I smile .

I reflect and I cry.

I miss you
Laura

Tu me manques.
Il ya un trou en moi qui vous appartient

My handsome prince- I miss you.

16 weeks has passed and with each setting sun and rising moon I miss you. Time seems to quickly march on and I my love am desperately trying to hold on to the world we created together.

I know that I know you are at peace and certainly in a far better place but my heart still breaks to not have you by my side.

May you not forget me-

Love you today tomorrow always-
Laura

Happy 1st Easter in Heaven baby brother. Know that on this day Our Lord Jesus broke the bounds of death and rose again and know that one day we will see each other again. I love you. I miss you.

I miss you...being here without you is hard...every mornIng I look at your picture when I wake up and wonder why? I've lost my anchor, the one who was always quietly there...smiling. All the times we played in the woods by the creek, running around throwing rocks....egging each other on to climb higher or try to jump over something wether it was the creek or a bunch of neighbor hood kids lined up in front of a bike ramp!

It's hard knowing I will never get to hug you again and hear your voice...so many things left to without you. Love you.....

Missing you so very much-

Thank you Tony.
Thank you for the gift of Laura.
Everyday, more and more I come to realize why you fell in love with her and what a blessing she is.

I miss you every. single. day.

Old Irish Proverb-

May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.

May it be as it is written-

Always Yours

Timeless love
Ageless us
There is no end
Always was
A Timeless Love
Heaven Born
Ancient Vows
Never to be torn

Forever Yours-
Love You Today, Tomorrow , Always

Laura

just came across this memorial and it hit home how short life is. we have the same name and born in the same year. wow, I am blown away,You don't know how short life is. When I get home I am going to hug and kiss my family and tell them how much I love them.

I miss you-
Everyday I miss you-
The tears still flow and I still cry out to the universe

You have been gone 10 weeks now and I can't cry hard enough to express the heartache and loss that is felt.

Never imagined a life without you

I love you

Always...

Forget me not
Laura

In my heart is a picture of you, I carry it with me.

The journey ahead of us- this walk: we walk for you Tony, We walk for family,We Walk for Life.

It has been said, " What we do for ourselves dies with us, what we do for another, remains eternal." You my dear faithfully served- a legacy of commitment to all walks of life: may we continue that in all areas of our lives.

I love you, we love you- miss you.

Always,
Laura

Tony,
we held our "Tony Marullo Health Fair" today at Price Chopper. I wrote something about it in your 'story' section.
I do so wish we didn't have to do it in memory of you. 
I would give anything to have you back, but you know that.

I miss you every moment of every day.
Always,
Roberta

Tony's family, mama Lucy, Roberta, David and Laura S. will be participating in the American Heart Association's Heart Walk this May 3 at Harriman State Park in Stony Brook NY.
We are raising awareness about the effects of ignoring your heart health and are asking for donations for our walk. If you can help please visit my page below (you will have to cut and paste it into your browser). There is no limit and no amount is too small. Thank you, Roberta

http://heartwalk.kintera.org/rocklandny/fortonymarullo

Tony Saturday night sitting here wondering why ? Think of you everyday .your smile and  conversations are missed as much as you are every damn day .we talked about growing old together all the time but you bailled.you were and still are the best brother in law anybody could ask for.And most of all my best friend. I miss you bro as does
everybody in this household.Rest in piece my friend .
Dave

Today, Tomorrow, Always-

Love You,
Laura

Tony was a part of my childhood on the heights and I am very saddened to have recently learned of his passing. We ran into each other several times in later years and I'm sorry, too, now learning that I lived so close to (and shopped at) his workplace, to realize that we must have passed each other a thousand times without knowing it. Rest in peace, Tony. I'm happy to read these wonderful things about you! A great kid from the heights grew up to be a great man. To Tony's family: my heartfelt thoughts and prayers are with you.

One of a kind just like the snow flakes that fall from above, unique in everyway.

My love -
My friend-
My everything-
The morning light and guiding star of each new day
Miss you with every breath I take

Love you today tomorrow and yesterday

Always
Laura