I miss you being on the planet! I felt such a strong connection to you that persists to this day. I think of you often and wish we had gotten more time together . I bet you and your dad are keeping the heavens laughing. Love & miss you - Aunt Lynn ❤️

Yesterday was a hard day. Miss my wonderful boy. Thank you God you taking care of him for me. Five years you have been gone.

Another year without you… Ive said this before but your nephew is a year old yesterday and you would have loved him! He’s such a goof ball and loves to get you to laugh- this reminds me of you! You’re gone, but I see pieces of you everywhere and that makes me smile. <3

Curiously these days I was remembering.
But you are at peace my friend.
All the people who love you remember you every day.
Your departure still hurts.
All that is left is to accept that you are in a better place and cherish the memory of how wonderful you were with all the people who knew you.
I love you so much Anthony.
I will remember you always.
Because you created a bond that cannot be seen, but will always be in my mind and heart.

Tox, man, 5 years… the days have begun to get easier. I no longer burst out into tears in the middle of a sentence or meeting, no more debilitating panic attacks alone in the bathroom. Been through a few years of therapy now. Your death brought a lot of crud up from the past. I’m better now, than I was when you were here, I hope you are at peace man.
Meredith and the kids are doing great! Meredith is developing professionally, she’s impressing me a lot man! She is so smart and brave and funny!
Audrey is getting so big man! She’s 5’2” already and not even 12, Roland and Lucian are growing and keep me on my toes daily, even nightly sometimes. Roland has begun school and is smart as a whip. Lucian is sweet and bratty and funny. He’s finding his words, and his feet!

Miss ya man. Love your memory, Anthony

happy birthday 

Happy birthday dear friend!
I hope you are very happy in heaven!
We would be the same age now!
I miss you.

Today my wonderful son would have been 35. I miss him calling on the phone saying "mama". I think about him everyday. He is in Jesus's wonderful arms.

I miss your beautiful spirit! I hope you are keeping the heavens entertained with your wonderful sense of humor! Till we meet again ❤️

Hey Anthers…
Your little sister had a baby. Crazy, I know. I wish you were here to hold him and make him laugh… he would have LOVED you. He’s little bitty, but I let him know about you. I can’t wait to share all of our stories with him when he’s s little older. You are missed.

Hello dear anthony I miss you, my mother gave me a cat and I chose the name lawrence for him.
It reminds me of you.
I am doing well in my career, I wish you were here to share with you my accomplishments and see yours in your work, just laugh at something, my bad English, or listen to music or watch the sandstorms you send me on video, I really miss you I send you a hug to heaven....

Hello dear Anthony I wanted to tell you that I turned 35 years old and this year we would be the same age! I don't forget you my friend.
I always come by to see your pictures here and see how happy you were with your family and that comforts my soul.
I will always remember you for the rest of my life.
I miss you very much and you are in my heart..

It’s been four years Tox. Miss you man. Planet is still spinning, just feels a little darker without you here bud.

"Farewell to thee! but not farewell
To all my fondest thoughts of thee:
Within my heart they still shall dwell;
And they shall cheer and comfort me." - Anne Bronte

My sweet boy, my bright and shining star, is with the Light of the World. Praise God! 

Eyes up, Guardians:

Praise the sun in memory of those whose light has been extinguished.

Remember the light they brought into this world,

Remember how it made yours brighter.

The battle with the Darkness is not only outside our walls,

But inside ourselves.

In this time of great loss and greater Darkness,

Remember that even the strongest of guardians can fall.

Not a failure, but merely the doom of life that we each carry over us,

At all times, the edge between Light and darkness.

Eyes up, Guardians.

For our friends and fellow warriors,

For those whom the Light was cut short,

For the protectors, for the ones who stood at your side,

For those who were the brightest of all.

Eyes up, Guardians.

Olvidé decirte que te extraño mucho y te quiero amigo... Abrazo al cielo en dónde estés siempre estarás en mi corazón

Dear Anthony my friend
 I found out about your departure in a very special way, I dreamed of you, you were at a table in a park having lunch with your relatives and you were very happy, you saw me, you hugged me tight. At that moment I realized that something was happening, then Google informed me through this beautiful tribute that your family prepared for you who had left this world in 2019.
 I tell the family that I met him through a language application, I am from Buenos Aires, Argentina. I mean, he was simply a wonderful human being, he accompanied my days with very funny talks, I am very sad to hear this news, you told me about your best friend from your mother, how much you loved them, about your tattoos.
 You always sent videos of your work in which you were very happy.
 I don't understand what happened to you, my friend, I just know that now we would be the same age!
 I know that you are very happy where you are because I dreamed of it and one day I promise that I will visit you in your rest if your family allows it, because there is not a day that I do not cry for your departure that I do not write to you how much I miss you my friend.
 I agree with everyone that you were a very special being.
 My life is no longer the same after finding out this sad news, words are very little when it comes to describing the pain and helplessness I feel for not having been useful to you in something at that time not being around to help.

I feel a lot of pain no matter how many years pass the pain does not go away

I say goodbye leaving my condolences to his dear mother and family.

atte butterfly to toxium

I am grateful for God's gift to me to have had such a wonderful boy for 30 years. Friday he would have been 34. I'm sure Anthony, Jesus, Grandma, Robert, Great grandma, Aunt Karla, Grampa Bill, Audrey, Aunt Debbie, and of course his father Larry had a great party for him.  That is if they do that sort of thing in heaven. Miss him.

Can’t believe it’s been 3 years already ! You have a special place in my heart and in my home. When I walk past your memorial box I always rest my hand on it and say “Hi handsome”! You were such a special person that everyone who knew you is a little richer for it. We on earth are so sad but I bet the angels are overjoyed to have you! I look forward to getting a big bear hug from you when we meet again! I love you❤️

Happy birthday man!

Miss you like mad!

Family has grown! Meredith is killing it at her job, Audrey is 10 already! 10!! Roland is smart as a whip and getting smarter!! Lucian is the cutest 1 year old cuddle bug! He’s just started his bipedal phase!

I’m doing pretty good man. Full time student and get this man, I’m on the deans list in college! 3.87 gpa! I’ll have my Bachelor of Science in Business! Business’ are running very well!

Miss gaming with you man. Diablo now has a mobile version, it’s awesome just like all the other Diablo games. 2K developed a D&D style video game called Tiny Tina’s Wonderland, it’s pretty damn funny. Those are the only two games I have been playing lately, aside from State of Decay 2, but that’s a given! BTW I now have more gamer points than you did when we met, I fear I’ll never reach the 100k that you had. I remember our WoW days…wish I appreciated those a little more.

Everything has changed bro. The world is so different, I sometimes find peace that you don’t have to see the shit show that exists now…

I hope your higher existence is going fantastic my man!

Love you Toxium!

Wish you were here for your birthday! I miss you. There are so many things that I wish I could catch you up on. I love you....

Happy 34th Birthday Ant. Missing you.

Not a day goes by without tears my sweet boy.  You are with the Lord and I know you would not want me to be sad, so I'm doing my best to live a happy life. However, my heart will never be whole again until I hold you in my arms, my bright and shining star, my son. I know God is good even now, so I will patiently wait till my time is up here on earth and we can be together again in heaven. Love you, Honey.

Happy birthday brotha. Just downloaded borderlands so my wife and I could play together. Miss you bro! Love ya still.

Happy Birthday Ant. You won't be forgotten.

Happy 33rd Birthday in Heaven my beautiful boy. I love you so much!

I miss you so much. Iove you so so so much. I don't have words to describe I feel in this moment.

My dude! It has been two years since you passed, and I still think about you everyday. I know you aren’t reading this but if you are I hope you’ll smile. The world has changed in your absence, some for the better some for the worse. Right about the time you passed away, Meredith and I found out we were pregnant, our son was born Roland Kester Walters on January 5th 2020. It was hands down one of the best days of my life. I wish you could have met him bro! He’s so funny and smart and cute. Meredith and I are doing so good bro! You would be so proud of us. I’m working my dream job and we are expecting another bouncing baby boy!!!! I miss you like the rain misses the cloud bud. You were the best person. You were my best friend. I’ll always cherish all of our memories together. Love you, wherever you are.

You were one of my favorite people and not only my brother, but my friend. I miss your advice mixed with your quick witted jokes. The peace you live in now gives me peace on earth! Time on this earth is momentary compared to eternity and that’s where I’ll meet you again... in our eternal bodies, with our eternal Father, in our eternal home!

Miss you, nephew. Fly high buddy! Love you!

In Loving Memory to My Wonderful Son Anthony

Of all the special gifts in life, however great or small
To have you as my Son, was the greatest gift of all
Your lovely soul, your smiling face, my precious son, I can't replace
With an aching heart, I whisper low, I miss you Son, and love you so.

Happy Valentine's day my love. I will love you forever

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

Today my wonderful boy would have been 32 years old. He will have to celebrate without me in heaven. He will have a better party there anyway. Love you Son.

It has been a year since my wonderful son left me to be with the Lord. He is in wonderful hands. I will see him someday, but until then I will just have to miss him.

I miss you

I got to chat with him a day before he passed away. Unfortunately we don't have mutual friend who can tell me what happened to him.
I only know he is no longer here 6 months after. Merely from googling his name.
I miss you Anthony

I can't believe he was gone, I really shaking right now. I am his friend from Indonesia, we were very close. He was a good human being. I'm honna miss him..forever

Missing my boy.
Love you Sugar always.

Loved by everyone that met him Gone to soon.