We shared so many years of happy memorable moments notwithstanding the challenges of life partnership & having our own family. We met in Jan. 1969, was 17y/0. On a late afternoon, you showed up at the gate of our Caloocan City home. You introduced yourself as a “best friend “ of Kuya Ramon who’s new assignment was confidential! He requested you to bring his gifts for our family. Kuya knew I loved to collect Parker fountain pens & long playing albums of the Beatles. Hesitant to let you in, Spot the dog hovered & barked at you, you didn’t care about the dog. You still had to pass the scrutiny of Tiong Felipe. I don’t know what you told him but he instantly let you in! So when Inay & Itay arrived late in the evening, I told them about a “best friend” of Kuya from Kitty Hawk, with Kuya’s gifts for the family. Days went by, Tony met Inay & Itay, had many frequent dinners with us, followed by permits from them to visit every so often. He brought 1 huge box of chocolates from the commissary, With some paranoia, I accepted it but offered a handful to our maid (she loved it) when he left, they became instant friends; she would let him in & called me for a “visitor”! Tiong Felipe just loved hearing his stories, they became buddies. The dog Spot, learned to love Tony too! The day came when he had to go back to the States, he gave me a “Steady BF/GF” ring & promised to return as soon as he gets settled with his new assignment. And the story goes,he didn’t have to leave, he was assigned in Sangley Point to be able to care for his ailing mother. So more visits, more calls 4-5x daily, On one of his day off, he wanted to come see me, he never forgot my response , he said “ Ang sabi mo sa akin: Dalawin mo na Lang ang Nanay mo” He laughed so hard, I had no idea what I said! We stayed “steady” for the entire 5 yrs of BSN program (5 yr. curriculum then). Tony became friends with my classmates & the boyfriends, he met several medical students who asked him who his girlfriend was, he knew of some doctors from UST, more than I did! Graduation was in April 1973, 2 classmates got married, in Oct. 1973, Tony & I followed, got married at Our Lady of Lourdes Church in QC. Marissa was the 1st born, Vivian the middle child, Ted - the youngest. So from June of 1984 to date, we stayed in San Jose. In 2007, we acquired what would be our vacation/ retirement home in Sac’to. We used to go there on my long stretch off, returned to SJ to work . We love to stay there for R & R.
with Marissa & Vivian visiting from EDH. He had his kidney transplant in June 2010, had a monthly Belatecept infusion, I learned to drive to & from the Sac. home, he was a strict navigator. Then, he had a STeMI while in ICU, he had stents placed on 12/24/19, back on dialysis in 1/2020 bec. the transplanted kidney of 10 yrs. started to reject. Back then, COVID-19 was just starting to affect people in CA. He was fortunate to test negative 6x, in Aug. ‘20- he went home s/p left below the knee amputation; a big adjustment to his quality of life but we learned to cope, I told him “ we will be in this together !!!”. He started having caregivers to assist him & I in his daily schedule, I would wait for the nite staff to come in @3:45a, then I go to sleep. I became his primary RN when the caregivers were off. Came 12/28/20, he got sick, I stayed with him , cared for him, called 911 @8a w the help of Marvin (nephew- am caregiver), he was alert & kept interacting with us, but veryweak. He was admitted same day, weak with a bad Covid pneumonia but didn’t have to be on a ventilator. On 1/6/21, Chaplain Andrew arranged for Papa to be blessed by Fr. Angelo & Jasmine called Msgr. Gene (retired pastor of SFOA), gave Tony another blessing via video visit. We continued to video visit with him, we could see how he struggled although he would repeatedly utter “Mama” & “Bella”. On 1/7/21 his primary MD, a nephrologist called me & told me that Tony continues to have trouble with tolerating his dialysis & that his health continues to decline. Then the Palliative team called together with MDs,RNs,Chaplain- we had a reality talk about the prognosis of Tony. I told them to abide by the wish of Tony per directive & signed “POLST” with me as his designated representative, it was such a Difficult Moment for me, but it was not about me, it was Tony’s— so I said, if he has to go, let him do it with comfort & dignity, no more dialysis, no intubation, no CPR—- just comfort measures. As a family, we were allowed to video visit with him frequently, and we did even with the grandkids, for some reason I have 2 photos of him on my phone (which I never thought I did), his last before he passed on 1/8/21 @ 1:35am. The MD told me he looked peaceful, no struggle, just like in his normal sleep. My last words for him were: “God is now in control, I surrender Papa Tony to You dear Lord, May he Rest In Peace with You, as You protected him & his family. Thank you for 50 + yrs. Papa, we will pray for your Eternal Rest, Happiness in Heaven. Forever missed, forever in my heart, and our children & ourgrandkids. Sweet Goodbye, Papa Tony....Love, Mama Cora❤️❤️❤️