I haven't written in awhile coming on here let's me know you are never coming back. Missing your laughter,beautiful smile and very keen sense of humor. It is so hard living without you. For the past month or so my heart has been really heavy. In honor of your Anniversary we went to Weber Grill it was fun, I ate the ribs in your honor they were delicious.
Each Mother's Day gets harder without you. I don't want to seem ungrateful I know The Lord don't make mistakes and He knows what's best for us. I just wish I could hear your voice your laughter or see your smile. You are sorely missed belive me honey chil. I'm crying as I type this my heart hurts so badly, and then it's raining if I go outside no one could tell I'd been crying huh? Your buddy misses you just as much. Some day we will meet again, sometimes I wish I had died instead of being here hurting this much. No one can EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE!! It was not my time to go so I'm here dealing with the loss of the ones I loved. It's not easy each day is different but through time I guess it will heal. I love and deeply miss you wish I had that lesson of learning to live without either of you but since I didn't I'll take one second,minute,hour, day,year at a time. Love you *_*