I cannot sleep tonight. It has been 5 years and nearly 5 months since you received your wings. I was surfing lol and I found this page created by your mom. Where has the time gone? It seemed like each day was endless as the pain tore through my body as the thought of living seemed less than appealing once you and Gabby were gone.
It took a fair bit to shake off the devil and find the beauty that God was making from Satan’s firey ash.
I really thought things were on a different path, but I am afraid between the devil and a few willful choices, your big brother and I, along with your mom, dad, and Grandma came face to face with something more heart wrenching and evil than we could ever imagine. You are watching and waiting so it is no secret. Thank God for accepting our sweet baby, Cloe Marie, into the fold.
There have been visions of the angels, you and the girls, frolicking in the fields, and standing in for protection. I have no doubt where the hearts, the butterflies, the unicorns, and the sunflowers abound. Heaven is singing and dancing for eternity to the sweet sounds of my precious angels.
I love you all and I miss you so, but I am certain that God has a plan to save countless children, less Cloe’s life be taken in vain. Just as you, dear Ariel, in her mere blip in the earthly realm, Cloe Marie made a very wide swathe. There are and will be decisions and modifications that will protect the lives of children based on Cloe’s sacrifice.
I made a covenant with God. When there is no physical or audible way that this fleshy body can proclaim the name of Jesus, extend the message of salvation, or testify to the miracles that He has performed on these old bones, then, and only then, when I am all used up, do I want Him to call me home. Though I may carry a thorn as Paul did, I will proclaim His name until He comes again. And on that day, it will be victorious as we will be gathered in the air for the sweetest of reunions. Until then, my precious girls, all my love,
Mom\Grandma
