Ashley there is never a day I dont think about you! I miss you so much that it disturbs my life. Ever since you left I've never been the same. It's like I can't live life on lifes terms. Im sorry for being a failure to your children and as a loving grandmother theres nothing I want more than to be in there lives and hopefully one day I will. I just wanted to express the facts and the one that hurts the most is I'll never talk or see you again ... I miss you and love you more than words can ever express.