Hey Guzman I think of you every day and night. My days and nights are so lonely. I miss my best friend. You will never be forgotten as long as I live and breath. I love you still.

Hi, Siki it's been one year today. We all was over to the house. A lot of things has change, but the that hasn't change is missing you. I just wanted to say a few things and that I will always love you .

I love and miss you. I wish you were here with me. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You were my best friend. Who can I run to now? There is no one who will replace you. God knows my heart. I am hurting so much on the inside. Another Saturday without you

HEY GUS, I AM MISSING YOU SO VERY MUCH. YESTERDAY WAS A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME. I JUST CAN NOT GET OVER LOSING YOU. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.

Im going to try to go to sleep now. Been up for 21hrs. I worked a double this morning and haven't been to sleep yet. So daddy, I heart u forever and i miss u daddy. Love always and forever.



Quena Siki

I hate that u wont see Krystal graduate from 8th grade. It hurts so deep every time i think abt that because i know u would be so proud of her and u wanted to bring her flowers. Daddy I love u so much. I miss u daddy. I wish we could stay up all night and play cards until the next morning. Oh how i miss that. Then sleep all day and come back the next night to play again. We had so much fun daddy. Daddy I miss you.

U left me daddy and i know u had to go because GOD wanted u there with him but im still so sad over here without u. I cant stop crying daddy. I miss u sooooooo much daddy. I been crying every single day since April 26, 2014. They say time heals all wounds but at this moment i feel like time will NEVER heal this wound daddy. Daddy I miss u.I hate that u had to leave.

Ok daddy so im having a rough night. I cant stop thinking about you. I cant stop thinking about that Thursday u were up talking laughing with us. We even arm wrestled. I was so happy that Thursday daddy. I was smiling all day. Went to sleep easy because i knew in my heart that u were going to make it. Then u came home on that Friday and omw homefrom work i said "i knew it" they sent u home because u were doing better. But when i got there u were sleeping so i layed on u and rubbed u. Then my whole world turned upside down. We both know what was happening within the next few hours. Daddy I wish i could have stayed with u that whole night and held u all night and all morning. Daddy im so sad over here. U left me with a hole in my heart

Ok daddy so im having a rough night. I cant stop thinking about you. I cant stop thinking about that Thursday u were up talking laughing with us. We even arm wrestled. I was so happy that Thursday daddy. I was smiling all day. Went to sleep easy because i knew in my heart that u were going to make it. Then u came home on that Friday and omw homefrom work i said "i knew it" they sent u home because u were doing better. But when i got there u were sleeping so i layed on u and rubbed u. Then my whole world turned upside down. We both know what was happening within the next few hours. Daddy I wish i could have stayed with u that whole night and held u all night and all morning. Daddy im so sad over here. U left me with a hole in my heart

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING THINKING OF YOU AS I ALWAYS DO. IT IS JUST SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU. HEY GUS MAN I JUST CAN NOT BELIEVE YOU LEFT ME HERE ALL ALONE. NO ONE TO SHARE THINGS WITH. EVERYONE HAS THEIR LIFE TO LIVE. I AM HERE AT HOME ALONE BUT, I AM OK. I LOVE YOU STILL. YOUR HONEY. HEY HONEY

GOOD MORNING LOVING AND MISSING YOU

AS ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU AND MISSING YOU. YESTERDAY WAS A BAD DAY FOR ME. I WOKE UP FEELING LOST. I LOVE YOU

MISSING YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER

ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU. I AM SO LONELY.MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO MANY PIECES. I MISS YOUR LAUGHTER,YOUR JOKES JUST YOU OVERALL. IT IS HARD LIVING HERE WITHOUT YOU. I HAVE OUR CHILDREN TO REMEMBER YOU TALK ABOUT YOU.YOUR DAUGHTER AND MAC KEEP IN TOUCH. THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY IS WHAT I TOLD YOU ABOUT THEM BUT YOU NEVER BELIEVED ME. GOD WILL HELP US THROUGH. I KEEP REMEMBERIG THE LAST WORDS YOU SAID TO ME ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY. [HEY HONEY].YOU FOUGHT LONG AND HARD FOR 11 MONTHS AND 11 DAYS. GOD REVEALED THAT TO ME IN A DREAM BUT, I JUST DIDNT KNOW THEN WHAT IT MEANT. I WAS WITH YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. I MISS YOU

ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS TODAY SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE. OUR CHILDREN REMEMBER. WE CRIED TODAY WE CRIED YESTRDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE THAT. WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.

hey daddy, its me again Quena. Daddy I miss you so much. I still cant believe you are not here with us. on my way to sleep every night I can still picture the day u left us. I know you were at peace at that time but I wasn't and I still am not. I don't think I ever will. people say it will get easier as time goes by but that time has not come to me yet. oh daddy how I cry every day for you.

HERE I AM AGAIN THINKING OF OUR GOOD TIMES TOGETHER. ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE. I REALLY MIS YOU

HEY THERE MISSING YOU

MISSING YOU ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU. WE TALK ABOUT YOU, WE LAUGH AND WE CRY GUS YOU ARE TRULY MISSED. HEY HONEY HEY HONETHE WORDS YOU USE TO SAYTO ME

HAVING A HARD DAY. CAN NOT SLEEP.

TODAY IS SATURDAY. 25 WEEKS TOU HAVE BEEN GONE AWAY FROM US. OH HOW I WISH THIS WAS NOT TRUE.

I miss you and I love you

REMEMBERING YOU TODAY. I THINK ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD ALWATS SAY DENISE THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF ME. I WAS HAPPY TO TAKE CARE OF YOU BUT I WAS SO SAD SEEING YOU SICK, YOU WOULD TELL US NOT TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU. YOU TOLD ME NOT TO BE SAD. I HAD TO BE STRONG FOR BOTH OF US. AFTER THAT I DID NOT SHOW YOU HOW SAD I WAS. MY HEART IS BROKEN. TEARS TEARS.

HEY GUS MAN ITS ME AGAIN. MISSING YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. NEVER EVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE LIVING MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU.

Dear Gus, I can't stop thinking any you. And it bothers me that I wasn't there that night. U called my name and this will bother me for the rest of my life. I don't want this to be real but I know it is. You were there man of the family. We all came to you for everything. You could give advice and speak what you knew where real. I miss your face, your laugh, your smile and your person. Gus you broke our hearts , but not by choice. I love and miss you dearly. Love your 1st sister n law. Deborah

UP AND THINKING OF YOU AS ALWAYS. THINKING OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER. REMEMBERING THIS AND THAT. GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. YOU WERE MY ROCK I COULD ALWAYS LEAN ON YOU. I LOVE YOU STILL

AUGUSTUS NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT YOU ON MY MIND AND MY HEART. LIFE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. EACH DAY I WAKE IS ANOTHER DAY OF ME BEING ALONE. WHEN I LOST YOU I LOST A PIECE OF ME. I LOST MY FRIEND SOMEONE I COULD TELL ANYTHING..

hey daddy this is Quena. OH DADDY HOW I MISS YOU SO MUCH NOT A DAY HAS GONE BY WITHOUT THE THOUGHT OF YOU FILLING MY MIND. DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY NIGHT EVERY MORNING EVERY EVENING. YOU ARE CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND. DADDY YOU KNOW KRYSTAL IS ABOUT TO GRADUATE FROM 8TH GRADE SOON. I KNOW YOU WANTED TO BE HERE PHYSICALLY TO WATCH HER WALK ACROSS THE STAGE. THAT HURTS ME DEARLY DEEP IN MY HEART TO KNOW THAT YOU WONT BE HERE WITH US TO GIVE YOUR PRINCESS HER FLOWERS. I KNOW YOU ARE VERY PROUD OF HER. OH DADDY THIS HURTS ME SO VERY MUCH. DADDY I LOVE YOU DADDY I CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY LIFE SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN UNTIL THE DAY YOU LEFT US. I KNOW YOU DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE US THAT'S WHAT HURTS SO BAD..I KNOW YOU WANTED TO STAY WITH US. I CANT STOP TYPING SO LET ME LEAVE YOUR HOUSE AND GO HOME AND GO TO SLEEP, YOU KNOW I HAVE TO GET UP AND GO TO WORK IN THE MORNING. I GOT THAT SLEEPING FROM YOU.LOL BUT ITS ALMOST 5PM MY BED TIME...DADDY I LOVE YOU AND WILL SEE YOU LATER.

Still seems unreal. Love you Uncle Augustus still holding to my promise of making you proud!!!!!

I LOVE AND MISS YOU