Dear Gus, I can't stop thinking any you. And it bothers me that I wasn't there that night. U called my name and this will bother me for the rest of my life. I don't want this to be real but I know it is. You were there man of the family. We all came to you for everything. You could give advice and speak what you knew where real. I miss your face, your laugh, your smile and your person. Gus you broke our hearts , but not by choice. I love and miss you dearly. Love your 1st sister n law. Deborah