I have always had a hard time with this... Not with writing to you, not with saying those things that were unsaid, and not with reliving the fond memories; I wrote to you when you were still here to respond, I told you exactly how I was feeling when you were around to react, and those fond memories get shared so much that I feel they were only just happening instead of years and years long past.
I guess the reasons that I have such a hard time with this is that I carry so much of you so often with me. I don't often feel that "missed" feeling, as it seems that you are an ever present friend that isn't too far away. Lol, literally I can look in a mirror and see you in me!
Loosing you was one of the hardest things that I have had yet to endure, but I am forever grateful that I could have been with you when you passed, and oversee your services. What more can I say, I am forever inspired by you and what you accomplished. I smile often, knowing that you are proud of how I follow your legacy.
And that brings me so much peace.