Well here we are mom, a new year 2019! You left this world in 2009 and look how time passes (tear). I don’t know what exactly this year holds in store for us but I wish you were here to share this year with me (tear). There has never been anyone like you! you were one of a kind! (tears). I feel honored and very blessed to have been able to call you "Mother" (tears). I miss you oh so much and wish you could've stayed with me (tears) but I know I'm being selfish forgive me. Its been a long year filled with many ups and downs pains and hurts and trials, storms and also good times but the Lord has brought us thru mom. How I miss you mom (tear) I miss having that friend I used to have in you (tear), I miss your touch! Your smile, your presence, your voice, your hands! (tear). I miss your comfort during hard times, I miss your laughter during happy times, I miss your joking ways during playful times, and I miss your wisdom during confusing times (tear). I know I'm being selfish in wanting you back when I know in my heart you are where the Lord wants you to be. But I know He understands my heart, when it crys for you (tear). I know He understands how your absence is hard on me.
i really have missed you! but i know that your in a much better place then here. I know that dad, Nana and Minnie, tio Juan are with you now and you are very well accompanied (tear). I know that all of you dance with angels now and that u sing with them as well! i know that you have perfect vision and are no longer blind on one eye, i know that your body is healed and that you posses a completely renewed one! i know that there is no more pancreas pain for you i know that you feel no more sadness only happiness, i know that you spend your time sitting and glazing at the very face of the one who you lived for here on earth!, i know that you now live in a beautiful mansion, i know that you have many rewards (crowns) due to u soon! i know that you are still growing beautiful flowers! i know that there is no need for tears or sadness for you because every second is just rejoicing for you! i know that a thousand years for us is like a day for the Lord, so it must just seem like you've been gone for a few hours to you! and last but surely not least! i know that you are waiting for the rest of us! and i am waiting too! for that blessed day when we'll all be together praising the Lord as a family again! (tears) i love you mamma!!!
