Hello, SON! I miss you so much Beau, I cant even begin to express how much i miss you and love you. Life is so different since you passed away, ,some days are hard and others are simply unbearable, especially when I hear a song you would sing to in the backseat or a tv show you loved to watch with CJ and Kayla or even something I see another child doing that you would do. On those hard and unbearable days I hold the picture I have of the two of us and i simply cry and it seems like you are near me comforting me. I remember when I would cry you would always say "Mommy don't cry its okay" and then you would hug me and it was like everything just went away. That's what it feels like your saying when I'm holding our picture and it makes me feel a bit at ease knowing that your here with me still.
If I could visit Heaven even for a day, maybe for moment, the pain would go away. I'd put my arms around you and whisper words so true, that living life without you is the hardest thing to do. No matter how we spend our days, no matter what we do, no morning dawns or evening falls, when we don't think of you. But I know no matter where takes us, you'll be there to light the way. I LOVE YOU BEAU WILLIAM PECOR!!!