MawMaw , i think about you everyday and miss you more and more each and everyday . They say time heals everything but it only feels to get worse and that much harder . I sometimes talk to you , and ask you to guide me in the right direction . All growing up i thought it would be so hard to lose papa cause of how close i am with him but the day you left me my whole life turned up side down and i never thought i could continue on in this world with out the worlds best grandma . i miss saturday dollar general shopping trips , waking up and having your best breakfast ever . I miss talking to you and skipping school and sneaking over to your house . You would be so proud of the woman i have become , and the mother i am today . I try to follow in your foot steps the best way i can lol , i got 3 kids so far and i dont wear panties lol .. i wake up every morning and drink my coffee and smoke a cigarette i know you would kill me if you were here to see me put them things to my mouth . But continue to watch over me and my girls and be our most beautiful guardian angel that you ever could be . I love you and miss you Keep resting peacefully . <3 Boo