Love you mommy, 56 years old! We would be laughing together right now… I never once stopped missing or thinking of you. I want you to know how good of a mom you were to all of us. One thing that’s the hardest to wrap my head around is .. life isn’t fair. Not fair we didn’t get to say good bye or laugh or hug one last time. If only I knew it would have been the last time we would see one another I would hold you close and never let go. I truly truly want you to know how much of an impact you had on me and my life. You have me the best childhood and so many memories. I love you so much and miss you , I know I sound like a broken record. .. z”I miss you , I miss you “ but I truly miss you more than anything in this whole entire world. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for every single thing I ever did wrong or to hurt you. I still do not forgive myself 100% and that’s what hurts the most. I love you and see you again one day.