I still feel like ur just at the hospital and will be home soon. Its getting hard to watch all the new shows we used to watch together(Chicago Fire, Shameless, Greys Anatomy) I think the pets think ur on a long trip like the time we went to Alberta. Its hard to be around someone for 10 yrs, day after day, and just wake up and realize ur gone. I still havent realized it yet. I love n miss u