February 15,2020 the worst day of my life. Was losing you….

My beautiful son Brian,you lived a full life….it was so much shorter than I expected or imagined….and as I look through all I have left-pictures of you, our texts, your clothes….. and memories from all the fun things you got to experience during your life here on earth….the legacy you left to be carried forward….. I am so proud of you and honored to be your mom forever seeing your heartwarming smile, remembering all that we shared together, our extremely special strong “mom & son” bond, I still can’t believe you are gone from the physical world…I just still can’t wrap my head around the how and why this happened.

My heart is at peace because of my faith in God, however my mind is not! 

It is still full of unanswered questions.

But again, my faith is strong and I trust God.

I know you are alive now more than ever and I can only imagine all you are doing in Heaven.

I love you and miss you so much!

I pray for God’s Grace,mercy, strength,comfort and peace for the rest of my days,knowing with each day that passes, I am one more day closer to you my love sweet son Brian. I’ll forever keep your memory’s alive because it’s those memories that I fill me with life….

I know you’re watching over us. I feel you close all the time.

Heavenly is lucky to have you so was I !!!!

Love always, mom❤️❤️

February 15,2020 the worst day of my life. Was losing you….

My beautiful son Brian,you lived a full life….it was so much shorter than I expected or imagined….and as I look through all I have left-pictures of you, our texts, your clothes….. and memories from all the fun things you got to experience during your life here on earth….the legacy you left to be carried forward….. I am so proud of you and honored to be your mom forever seeing your heartwarming smile, remembering all that we shared together, our extremely special strong “mom & son” bond, I still can’t believe you are gone from the physical world…I just still can’t wrap my head around the how and why this happened.

My heart is at peace because of my faith in God, however my mind is not! 

It is still full of unanswered questions.

But again, my faith is strong and I trust God.

I know you are alive now more than ever and I can only imagine all you are doing in Heaven.

I love you and miss you so much!

I pray for God’s Grace,mercy, strength,comfort and peace for the rest of my days,knowing with each day that passes, I am one more day closer to you my love sweet son Brian. I’ll forever keep your memory’s alive because it’s those memories that I fill me with life….

I know you’re watching over us. I feel you close all the time.

Heavenly is lucky to have you so was I !!!!

Love always, mom❤️❤️