Happy father's day daddy! I love you and miss you everyday.

Today I found a picture of you. all these memories came to me and how much I wish I could just talk to you. I miss you and love you.

I love you son.i wish you were here

Not a day goes by that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Heavy on mind.Miss you so much. I love you .

I love you..miss you... I wish you were here. I need you. Love.mom

Missing you so much. #40

My beautiful son, I miss you . I know you loved the Holidays. I just want you to know your not forgotten and never will be. Ambers made this beautiful site for all that want to come pay respects any time they want to.I can just see your laughter and your jolliness. Makes our second Christmas without you. Time makes things easier but it doesn't make us love you anymore less. You are in our daily conversations. Or a memory that will pop in our head. We all have to face this transformation some day. I hope you,my mom and dad Susie will be there to welcome me.I just miss and love you so much. You are tucked deep in my heart and there you'll stay till I meet you again. Merry Christmas in Heaven give my love to mom.Susie and daddy..mom

Miss your smile. I love you

Always thinking of you.

love you daddy, thinking of you.....

My son i love you today, yesterday, tomorrow in the past and in the future. I brought you into this world you will always be a part of me forever. You are tucked deep in my heart. I miss you so much. Mom

Brian when you were a wee little boy I'd ask you how much you loved me and you'd say 40 I thought it was cute .I'd ask you where's the other 60 percent joking. You always told me the whole time of your life. The other day out of the blue it came to me you lived 44 years .You loved me up to your forties. Made me think still wondering about it how strange life is.I love you son. 44 years living and forever the rest of my life.

Another year of thanksgiving without you and mom. I am missing you both so much. My whole life will never be the same. I have no heart to do anything anymore like I'm slowly fading away. I miss your laughter. I miss you always being there. I never really realized how much you truly loved me.. I am so lost without you....wish you were here.

Tonight I prayed God would turn back time. I'd wake up the day before you died so I could change everything. I would be there for you. I would get you to a doctor. How I as a mother could not see you needed me. If only God grant me one wish this would be it. My heart is so lost without you. I need you. I need you so much I would change my whole life for you. All the things you said to me that week end haunt me. I should have known.  God forgive me. I let you down. 

Miss you! Love you

Today it makes a year that you left this world. I will never forget our last conversation. You called me sweetheart to cheer me up. I really miss seeing and talking to you Brian. We all do, but I know that God needs you in his plan. May you rest in Heaven. Till we see you again.

I miss you so very much..every day of my breath.

I miss and love you every day of my life. You were the only one I could depend on. The only one I felt loved me unconditional as I you. Hard to live with out you by my side. ❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣

Thinking of you always

Much love Always son

My son I love you. I know I'm here a lot just so I can feel close to you.Seeing pictures of you. The memories of your life .the song just came on I was here. It's so true my son you were here you lived you loved you left your mark on your mommas soul. I can barely live my life without you. I just go through life floating. People don't understand. My grief
I can't seem to move on probably never will. You were my life. My baby my son . You were everything to me. I wish I could just see you one more time . So much I want to say to you. So much . I miss you so. I love you

Son I'm so tired and weary without you. Some days I feel I just can't move on because you are not here with me. I miss you so much my heart has the biggest hole in it and no one understands no one ever will my life has forever changed the grief is boundless.. As long as I live you will live not one day goes by you are not in my thoughts. Some days I can't believe you are gone from me. I would give up my life in exchange for yours. You were so full of life and had so much to live for. I don't understand your death.. I never will. My heart breaks thinking of it. I blame myself for not being with you on that final day maybe why I will never find peace. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. My heart breaks when I can't see or touch you or talk to you
I needed you so much in my life. Now I feel so empty inside . I'm so sad . My first love my baby, My boy my man child. I'm lost in this lonely world of grief. I miss you so. Mommy loves you with every breath I take.I don't know how to move on with out you. God please take care of my boy.❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣

I love and miss you with all my heart. Rip my brother

Say a Whisper in my ear ,I will be waiting .Just want to know you are near.❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣

Every day my heart breaks knowing you are not here. No one knows a mother's love like a mother. When she loses a child she loses so much of herself. As she gave birth and raised her child. So much love and tenderness, as a baby. As a youth trying to guide you in the right way of life.A mother's heart is broken when her child strays but her love never goes away. You pray a lot. You do all you can do no matter what.Son I miss you so much. I miss your presence, I miss your laugter,your jokes,your smile, All I have are pictures and memories. I feel at Times you are still with me as I sleep . As a calmness comes over my heart. Yet when I wake in the morning the reality sets in. As long as I live you will not be forgotten. As long as I live you will always be loved you live on in me and the family you left behind. Where ever you are I hope you know how much you are loved and missed..mom
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Losing you is like losing the air that I breathe
.Mom

Your always in my thoughts. I love you 40# that's what you always said when you was little. Where ever you are my heart is with you.

Brian i miss you.

I miss you every day of my life. ❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣❣

So much I want to say to if I could turn back time. Thinking of you when you were a little baby when it was just you and i. How close you snuggled up in my arms wrap your arms around my neck say I love you mommy. We were all we had was each other.Those were precious moments. I'd dress you in little overalls because you looked so cute in them. Then sissy came a long you would tell everyone that was your sister. All trough the years you stayed close to me. You were always surprising me with little gifts. Even to the end of your life. You were always and always will be. Precious to me. You could tell me anything. My. Heart breaks when I think of that week end of your life.No one knows the pain I feel. I should have been there with you. I can't change anything but regret that I was not there .I needed to be watching over you. Everything would have been so different. I blame myself totally I will til my days are up. Know this I love you. Mom

I miss you my son

I miss everything about you

I'm so proud of my brother. He was a good man! A hero to his children, me and my children! He took me in and helped me on my feet when times were hard. He give me hope and helped change my life for me and my kids. True Hero! His loving sister Trina

I'm just thinking of you this morning like every morning. I love and miss you!

I love you Brian i can't believe your family you loved so much won't even say one kind word about you it really hurts me. You were so good to everyone. You took them in when you had a home. You have done something good for every one in your life time
.Thank you Mark for your kind words. I'm really broken about this. This was my son.He loved you all.

I MISS YOU

I. Think of you every day. Your forever missed in my heart. I love you so....

My heart is so heavy tonight. I love you Always as long as I live you live.

I didn't know Brian personally but wanted to share some encouraging words. From what I can see from the comments he was very loved and cared about by his friends and family. Take comfort in knowing he's at rest now. We look forward to the time when the words in Revelation 21:3,4 will be fulfilled when there will be no more dear, tears, or pain. Until that time deep sympathy----Julia

I miss you so much. 40 no one knows my pain. Love mom

There isn't any words that can explain the feeling of not having you on this earth for your children your mother and of course the rest of us who dearly loved you. You was more than just family but also the best friend anyone could have. All of the memories and i have many of those that i will forever cherish are memories that i bring to back to life either through a dream or just daydreaming and the wake up of that is tragic knowing your gone.. I have hope to see you again someday you will forever be missed until that time i love you and miss you so very much..

45 years ago I gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy. I miss you so much. God let me have you for 44 years and 3 months. I'm so thankful for that. You will forever be in my heart
So I want you to know i love you son. Happy birthday thank you for always being In my life. I was blessed.

Tomorrow is your birthday my first borns first birthday of yours without you. My little boy. My heart aches the pain is so strong. I've been wearing your ashes around my neck so I can feel close to you. I tell everyone you weren't only my son but my best friend. I miss your smile, your laughter and silliness. I miss our talks and closeness. I could always count on you to be there for me through thick or thin. And I you. From a little boy to a grown up man I watched many stages of your life. I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you on the last day of your life because it wouldn't of been. It will haunt me forever. I was your mother I should have knew. All I can say is forgive me. That my life as forever changed. I love and miss you . You were my first love. I can remember looking into those baby eyes thinking this is mine No one can ever take him from me. I was wrong God did. A mother should never out live her child.The pain is unbearable. God gives us then takes away but he let me have you for 44 years. I'm thankful for that. I have so many fond memories of you. You had a good heart. Good father. You loved all your children.You loved all your family. I know you loved me. 9 months ago you passed it took 9 months for me to give you birth. That rolls through my mind. I love you son. God he's a good boy at heart I hope he makes you happy like he did me because you got a special angel. My Angel. Happy birthday son in heaven. Love you till my last breath and praying we will be United again. There is no one as special as you and your baby sister . Love mom

CI remember the day you were born it was the happiest day of my life. Mom took me to the hospital her and Aunt jenett. I wasn't in labor very long actually I had no pain at all the girl beside me was screaming and hollering. I asked mom what was wrong with her. The nurses came in and said it was time. I had one big pain and you were born. Mom was the first one to see you she was so proud of her first grandchild. Then they laid you in my arms you were the prettiest baby. My first true love you were mine. Big brown eyes looking up at me. I looked at your fingers and toes . I just marveled at the beauty I brought into this world. You were all mine. Then they took you away back in the nursery so they could check on you and put you on display so others could see you. The day we left the hospital I took you out of the hospital clothes and put you in the clothes I brought. You were completely naked cause mommy wanted to check you all the way out. Unknowingly you took a chill I got a shower right in the face. I counted your fingers looked at their shape also your toes again. Which you had Prices toes and lips. Your upper lip stuck out just like his. Your eyes were so beautiful slanted but big and brown I was so proud I had a beautiful son. I diapered you for the first time. Put your little tee shirt on you . You were very. Tiny but long. Then I put lotion on you and you smelled so good. I can still imagine that first smell. Then I dressed you in little boy outfit. Wrapped you in a receiving blanket.A bigger blanket put a little cap on your head
You were beautiful. I was ready to leave with my baby. In the elevator an older man looked at us and smiled a baby having a baby. I smiled. I love you Brian Kelly Hall

Happy Birthday in heaven, We all are missing you.

all we have are these memories and pictures.. love you

I miss you Brian everyday of my life. Not one day goes by that you are not on my mind. Almost 8 months now soon will be a year . Someday I will be with you again and mommy, daddy Susie so many other dear ones I miss and love. I hope when I die your beautiful face is the first one I see. I brought you into this world watched you grow saw your happiness saw your dissapointments. There is nothing more closer than a mother and child. I think I will keep what stirs in my heart on this page. It doesn't matter to me what people think of me. I know you loved me that's all that matters. I pray you and mom our angels keep a watchful eye over this family all the people you loved and knew we sure could use it. I know your among the best. My Angel son. You still live In my heart. Always will. Mom

I have so many childhood memories filled with you, you had such a good heart. Everytime I came to visit you and my Mom, I knew I would have fun. I hope to see you when I arrive at those pearly gates, rest easy Brian. I love you.

I think of you and all of your crazy stories and smile. You were such a kind soul and you will forever be in our hearts. A day does not pass that I don't think about you. I know you are watching over us all. You are truly one of a kind and no one could ever replace you! Love you Uncle B. Rest easy ❤