I have taken my time on this, because there are so many memories. 18 years of Christmas being spent in various ways. I chose to remember the time Bree n Lish tried to unwrap their presents, rewrap and place back thinking no one would notice; Bree enjoying making buckeyes and cookies; Bree asking for Michigan clothing which I am convinced was just to mess with me; watching her make Christmas special for Ethan (which I know she would have for Leila) by ensuring she and Santa had different wrapping paper; and most of all that smile and laugh...that laugh was contagious. While I am sad, I know she loved Christmas, so I chose to love it with her.