January 5, 2022
January 5, 2022
It's now 3yrs your gone and I feel like I'm in more pain. I just cant do this without you. I miss everything we were and everything we had as a daughter/mother, best friends, being there for each other no matter what was going on. I miss our special talks and moments. How much you truly loved me. No matter what anyone says you had bipolar and things you should never had too. I'm sorry for that. I know you'd say it wasn't your fault. Briana you had a heart so big you definitely took after me with that. You hid your pain with drugs but never thought you'd get addicted. Your now with your grandparents, your friends, your daddy. Its just not fair I want you here with me. I no longer have a next of kin, I won't explain but I don't know what will happen to me. Briana was the Best of friends, sister, niece and most of all daughter. I'm trying my princess but losing your sister and my grandsons I have nothing and I don't deserve this I did the best I could. I didn't beat you girls or do drugs or drink. I wasn't on state, no child support just worked so hard bringing you girls with me. Im trying to keep going. Love mommy