Brycer,
Its one year today of the 'official' day on your death certificate. Although, we think of you leaving us on the 18th. The night we found you has changed me forever. I will never forget anything of that night. My concept of life and death, and what they mean are completely different because of you. I feel bad sometimes that it took your death to make me see things so much differently now. I am forever grateful for you and how much your life and, now your death, impacted my life.
There are so many things all of us can look back on and say we wish we could have helped you and been there for you in your pain. We wish you shared it with us in terms we understood. Obviously there were signs when we look back, but I guess we needed to be slapped in the face with them.
I will always be here for your Dad and for Travis and his future family. You can be rest assured that I will protect and love them for the rest of my life! I wish I could have done the same thing for you, Bryce. I really tried. I love you!