This still doesn’t feel real, I loved you to the ends of the earth. From the moment I saw you swinging from a tree looking from my bedroom window, I knew you were someone I needed in my life. The best decision I ever made was asking you to sneak out with me at 3am that night and watching stars until the sun came up. We continued to do that, we would talk for hours and soon you asked me out. You treated me like I was the sun and you were the moon. You taught me so many things. You taught me how to love, how to trust again, how to be comfortable, and how to find joy in life. Thank you for all the times you woke me up with breakfast. Thank you for the times we danced in the rain and you tackled me in the mud. Thank you for always bringing me flowers you grew and day lillys you would find on the road. Thank you for pulling me out of my comfort zone. Thank you for sneaking me out to swim in the lake under a full moon at 4am. I’m forever thankful that I was able to spend the last 7 months with you, I’m at peace knowing I made you happy. You truly had the most beautiful soul. You were so selfless, so sweet, so intelligent, so thoughtful, and so passionate. I loved you more than anything, and I still do. I look out of my bedroom window today and I see us sitting by the bonfire with Maya, I see us watching movies and eating dinner with your parents, I see us dancing in your front yard in the pouring rain. I remember when you told me you had a surprise for me and to come to your shed around 1am. Of course I snuck over there and as soon as I walked in the lights turn on. You had strung up cute colorful lights all around the shed, music playing, and of course a ton of food. We spent the entire night together without a care in the world just talking and laughing. That was easily one of the best nights of my life. As I lay here, everything that taps at my window makes me think of you. I always think it’s you throwing pinecones at it trying to wake me up. I hope you knew how much I loved you, how much I adored you, and how much happiness you brought in my life. Thank you for all you have given us. I wish I could’ve taken your pain away, god knows you deserved the world. I love you Caleb Bost, I do and I always will. I hope you’re finally at peace my king❤️