THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER FOR MY SON'S 47 YEARS WITH ME. I THANK YOU FOR KNOWING HIS SPIRIT IS ALIVE AND I WILL SEE HIM AGAIN AND HUG HIM ONE MORE TIME. UNTIL THEN FATHER GOD, PLEASE HEAL MY PHYSICAL DECLINE BECAUSE OF GRIEF, AND HELP ME BE ALL I CAN TO OTHERS, JUST CAMERON WOULD HAVE IT. HE LOVED HIS WORK AS PUBLIC SERVANT AND HE WANTS PEOPLE TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT EACH OTHER - WHENEVER SOMEONE SHOWED ME UGLINESS, I TOLD CAMERON DON'T BE UPSET WITH THEM, SHOW LOVE ANYWAY, BECAUSE SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THEM, NOT YOU. HE UNDERSTOOD AND CHANGED HIS THOUGHTS ABOUT THOSE. I MISS MY SON VERY VERY MUCH, AND IT WAS VERY HARD TO POST ANYTHING ON OCTOBER 2ND, BUT I FEEL SOMEWHAT BETTER TODAY, I AM ABLE TO MOVE FORWARD WITHOUT TEARS AND ANXIETY. LOVE YOU LOVE YOU SON.