Merry christmas dad!!!! Today is another sad christmas and birthday that youre no longer here to celebrate with us and its not the same I can hardley believe that its the 2nd christmas since youve passed!! Alyssa got a few presents but not the christmas shes used to full of gifts and everything else but me and mom did the best we could for her and maybe next year will be better!!!! We think about you all time and still miss you more than an infinity of lifetimes, but we get through our days somehow knowing youre still with us, we remember the smiles and laughter and joy you brought us daily and though we wished you were still here we cant wait to be with you again, keep smiling down here on us we love and miss you dad

Missing you dearly dad but youse be so proud of me I'm 72 days clean thank you for always having faith in me and believing I could do it not a day passes I don't miss you're laugh or smile