Carlos,
This month is always such a hard month for me. I absolutely hate the thought of March 17th, and especially all these Saint Patrick day celebrations that occur on this day. I try to to reduce my time on social media, because I cringe every time I see someone celebrating on a day that turn my whole world upside down, filled with devastation, and almost destroyed my life. Lord have mercy give me strength. Lord knows I love you, and that love is eternal beyond measure. I find so much peace and comfort knowing you are with the Lord and your loved ones. It is just not fair, but I know I have to continue to go on. Your birthday is coming up, and I am going to try my very best to celebrate your life all week, despite this painful month. I love you always and forever.