Happy birthday Ma today u would have been 96 wow hard to believe it’s been this long when seems like hours ago we were laying in the living room floor just talking! I love you and u will always be in my heart and talked about and shared as long as I live

Ma i sure am missing you and can u make mom come see please

Here it is Christmas time again Ma there want be a dance with you but think I got us all,together for Mom life without you here with that stern voice and that beautiful face and heart causes me so much pain and stress when I think of you as gone I get angry hurt and lost I can't explain it I just miss you so bad every minute how does people do it please kiss my sissy and explain to her I didn't leave her she left me and tell all my love one I love and miss them all and Ma please keep your loving arms around maymay so she knows you are here let her hear u every now and then

Well ma another year has went by and not a minute of the day's do I not think about u.i have so many changes in the past 3 years and it's not right that you aren't here to see them I miss you so bad and I am so mad and angry inside and don't know how to rid myself of this anger! I just pray if there is a way to have you near me you are and all well with no pain I love you my angel Ma and it's hard without you please let me know Ma I don't smell ur cigs to much anymore although I feel u let me smell that pallmall today I need u

I miss her also. She was a strong lady. I bet her and granny are up there looking down upon us. Xoxo

I miss you ma just so much has changed I know you know it all but your not here to help why did you have to go

I miss her so much that I thought writing you would be the way to relief my heart some,there isn't a day nor hour my heart don't cry I've never felt pain like this before and sometimes it's so hard you were so loving and caring and such a gentle person and I miss you our talks our goofiness helping you to bed getting your coffee or riding you on the golf cart I loved that watching you hold on for dear life and that hair blowing when I would take you for a ride with the top down in my car I just don't know how to just miss you and not want to see or talk to or rub you down with your pain lotion anything even the one that burnt me up you said honey let moma put a little of this on your back just a tiny spot burnt me for days and you laughed I did to id let you put it all over me if just one more min or second I have to stop now because I can't see I love you Ma and I want my momma back