Carson, I think it’s getting close to the time for me to join you. You were all about life, friends, and food when you were here, and every day I wake up grateful for another day and a chance to love people. Keep a spot open for me!

We remember and miss your humorous personality.

still with us! Comes up in conversations, in recipes, in memories!!!

Missing you every day! You are in the midst of a heavenly party, I just know it!

It all seems so long ago. The only thing that persists is the memories we leave in the minds of those who knew us.

I can't believe its been 6 years. Carson we miss you, man.

still missing Carson and looking for matching recipes.

I first remember meeting Carson's dad and his mom, because they would visit my grandma, almost every week. I remember Carson at the family events. I would know where Carson was by his booming laugh and voice. He would be part of a group that I would like to call Comedy Central which made up of Ralphy, Scotty, Jeffrey and Carson.

5 yrs gone.... still miss you...still love you...

There are simply no words. I miss your laughter, your jokes, your smile, your friendship, and your smiling face! Thank you for allowing me to be a small part of your life for even a short time. You are missed soooo much!

I see you everywhere and am reminded of you in so many ways. We miss you so much. The kids have kids now and you would have loved getting to know the babies. Much love, Carson. Things are not the same without you. 

.....miss you to the stars and beyond.  celebrating your life everyday and every way while missing you & your great big wonderful smile.... 

Carson, best friend, brother... Miss you so much. Think of you always. So many things remind me of you, things we did, things you said, just you. I will never get over losing you. Hard to believe it's been 4 years since we lost you, yet you're always in my thoughts and memories of better days. I honestly, couldn't have had a better friend/member of my family. Love ya Buddy...

Not a day goes by when I don't miss the fun and laughter! You were my mentor and my champion! Your time with us was way too short, but I'm so grateful I got to share just a small piece of it!

I can't believe 4 years has gone by. Carson, your memory still strong.

Every year that goes by I realize even more what a good friend you were. You made an enormous impact on my life, I miss you pal.

Memories keep you alive.

In our heart and memories. Wish I'd written down his recipes for the family get-togethers.

Are you still missed... and your sense of humor lives on in all of us.

Edi and all my old HP friends from the days when work was fun, and ethics a real thing. I haven't been to the Bay Area in eight years. My very best days were working there when I would fly in on the jet from Colorado, stay most of the week and return home. People often thought I lived there, and in my heart, I wish I had. I think of Carson every week. He was such a great friend, coach, confident - we don't end up as people having many of those. Edi, I think of you too and hope life is good now. My son lives in Oakland now, and runs the Berkeley REI store - maybe if I can get well enough to visit him, I could hook up with some of you and we could toast Carson!

I worked with Carson at HP Cupertino in the 80's. We lost touch over the years but I still remember him telling the story of how he was told by the doctors, to go home and put things in order. He gave everything away and when he didn't die, he got everything back. There was one thing he hadn't gotten back and that was his baseball glove. He acted like he was upset but he made it a funny story. He was such a good guy and I'll always remember him with fondness. My prayers are with his family.

Carson came alongside me in Feb. 1980 when I was diagnosed and treated for testicular cancer. I had never had anything wrong with me, and he provided me with confidence and comfort to fight and eventually overcome. I am now fighting my 4th cancer, continue to remember Carson and the lessons he taught me. Thank you, and God bless you and your family.

Hey Carso Kan, I'll definitely see you later and it won't ha e nothing to do with I.T. Support services.

I met Carson when we were both in the fifth grade. We have been friends ever since. In our college years we spent a lot of time together testing the boundaries of society. One hot spring afternoon four of us went to Baker Beach, part of an abandoned army base just north and west of the Golden Gate Bridge. There was a no swimming sign. There were no other people around so I told my friends I was going to take a quick dip to cool off. That's when I learned what a rip tide is! About a half hour later my exhausted and hypothermic body washed up on some rocks at the edge of the beach. My friends soon realized I wasn't feigning death. They hauled me back to the beach and Carson laid down on top of me to treat the hypothermia. I believe he saved my life that day. - I love you old friend.

I knew Carson for almost 40 years. He was a legend on the Cupertino site and was there to provide a respite of silliness during stressful times. I remember the DFS flag he'd fly when he knew we needed to go over to the Dukes to "drink for stress". He was a creative member of the team and helped everyone think out of the box. I miss you, Carson, and will continue to remember your spirit!

I met Carson at HP. I was a new employee and Carson introduced himself. Carson was always full of fun. I enjoyed having him as a friend. He attended my 60th birthday party and he dressed up as a magician and Carson was Carson! I've never met somebody with a better attitude towards life. I will miss him.

He brought a smile to every family event I attended. Even to this day, he keeps us socially engaged. I raise my glass, here's a toast, to the master of toast masters, Carson, you are and will be missed.

Carson, his name, brings to my mind, fun, mischief, magic, life, and party. When Carson was present, at the many family gatherings, there was joy and party. I'll admit, I tried to be seated at his table, it had the most laughter. He was a very strong and gifted man, and I was so grateful, I got to hold his hand before he died. I will treasure the many memories he made, and thank him for bringing delight to all those I love.

Such a long time ago. I met Carson when I was a SEED intern back in 1981. He was high energy, bright, enthusiastic, full-speed ahead and I was amazed to learn that he had already beaten down cancer; he seemed way too young for that. His attitude inspired me to always go full-effort because time can be short. Years after I left HP, I sometimes used the "If anyone can, Carson Kan" line, explaining what that meant to people who had never heard of or met him.

There have been a small handful of people who taught a life lesson through their words and actions that shaped my approach to work, leadership and relationships. Meeting Carson at HP soon after being hired as a new MBA grad taught me that grace, humor and genuine caring for people is entirely compatible with being successful in business and essential to being successful in life. Carson taught that lesson through his everyday actions. Thank you for sharing him with all of us.

I was so blessed to have known Carson as my older cousin. I have such fond memories of growing up and seeing Carson and family on Sunday's at Grandma's ranch in Winters. Early on, we recognized the humor, wit and devilishness of our Cousin Carson. He was the witty city cousin, and we were the country bumpkins...Sixty to 75 family members would descend on Grandma's house every Sunday. Carson was the leader of the pack and made our visits fun and memorable. I think his magic skills started early. He loved tricking us and always delighted us with his wink and a mega smile!

Carson has always had a big heart, and it was evident in the love he shared with Edi, his family and friends. We were deeply saddened when Carson was diagnosed with cancer 40 years ago and had to endure horrific chemo and radiation which compromised his health. Yet, we watched with amazement how Carson survived his tribulations, never complaining -- with remarkable courage. 

Inspite of his health challenges, Carson sought to help others in need....always being sensitive to their challenges. Most recently, Carson reached out to my brother Tim who was diagnosed with colon cancer and passed a year ago. Carson's caring and compassion touched our hearts....For despite how difficult life had become for him, he travelled five hour round trips to encourage and support my brother.

A family member recently shared a quote from a 1981 article by our dear cousin Carson:
“Second Chance to Live"
“Having cancer teaches you how to live. I try to live my life so that if I die tomorrow, I’ll minimize the regrets. If there’s a problem that’s not resolved, I want to resolve it. I won’t let you or me get away with bad feelings hanging in the air between us.”

Carson’s quote is a lesson which inspires me. Each day is a blessing, and I wish to live each day loving and caring for others and without regret. God bless you, Carson. You now reside in God's kingdom, and you will forever be in our hearts. 

And God bless you, Edi, for being a beautiful, loving soulmate who has enriched all our lives. And our heartfelt sympathies to Carson's beautiful family Aunt Marge, Uncle Hank, Russell, Patty, Forrest and family. Love, Karen

My memory of working with Carson at HP is so clear even though I haven't seen him in years. Carson had that fabulous smile, positive attitude and can-do approach even when dealing with ugly problems. I was always relieved when I learned that Carson would be the person I would work with on a project. I knew that with Carson the work would be fun even if the problem was ugly.

My first job out of college was at HP, Cupertino Site, bulding 47. I met Carson in the early 80's, he's the reason I never got married the first time! He included me in every event, from weddings to after work parties, Giant's Games and weekly volunteer visits to hospitas beds of cancer patients at El Camino Hospital. He broadened my awareness to so many things, he touched my soul and the lives of others.  

Halloween took on a whole new meaning after college, seeing adults getting all dressed up! I'll never forget my first Halloween at HP. During the parade he came to my cubicle, I was on the phone and he sat on my lap. He was dressed as a baby; wearing nothing but a diaper, a bonnett and a pacifier in his mouth! Priceless performance from Carson, always engaging, fun and witty! I am so grateful to have had his light heart in my life!

"I will miss you my dear friend! Although, we didn't keep in touch near the end, I have and will always have a place in my heart for you! Rest in Peace Carson".

Carson always greeted as Tofu Man. I was sadden to hear that Carson had passed. He was a forthright person with a great spirit, and always had a joke.

Carson, you mean a lot to us. We will miss your laughter, your humor, and your smile. You were like a big brother to me (Eric).
Joyce and I say "Thank you for being Carson". We are so fortunate we had you in our lives.

Will miss your humor and comraderie at Our Daily Bread.

Carson was a character... He did touch so many lives and I will miss him.  I just saw him in March...

Edi, Carson was my favorite person I worked with in 30 years at HP. We met on the Y2K program, and he made me feel welcome to my first corporate HQ job - and I looked forward to seeing him every single week. He was "real." I myself have recently survived an epic battle with cancer, transplant and diseases and he's my secret gold standard. I've kept trying to reach out but obviously not hard enough, often too weak. He would understand with his golden heart.

The last time I saw him it was after he retired, and you joined us at the best American sushi place I'd ever eaten at. I felt so loved! You two were always so lovely together. 

To Carson I say so long and thanks for all the fish, I have my towel and will see you soon.

I am saddened to hear of Carson's passing. I remember him fondly from our HP CSY days. He was always smiling and had such quick wit. A kind and gentle man I will always remember in my heart. Prayers to his family through this time of great sorrow.

Carson was a funny, brilliant and kind person who first touched my life many years ago at HP and left his indelible impression on me. He was also a quiet hero, battling his health challenges with courage and humor. It was a privilege to know him - and my heart is with his family as they grieve their loss.

Carson, as I knew him, was this bright, caring, intellectually refreshing, spiritually uplifting, joy-instilling individual who you just wanted to be around. I can still hear him picking apart ideas and proposals with wit, insight, and a combination of warmth and sarcasm that left one feeling good about the discussion and about the man. He'll be missed, but the example he set will carry him forward in so many.

What a sweet, wonderful man and a pleasure to work with. He was an institution at HP. We will greatly miss him.

Carson was a one-of-a-kind, every encounter showed me what Pure Joy looks like on Earth. Best wishes to Carson's family and friends.

(met at HP in the 90's, will never forget him, so glad he lasted 70 years! So many people blessed.)

It was many years ago that I worked for Carson and while there is no particular story I recall about him, what I remember was that he made our team feel important and our work vital. When I first met him I thought he was kind of scary in that he had this energy about him and seemed like a loose cannon, not a usual HP manager. While you did not know what he was going to say whether good or bad, you knew he spoke from his heart. Will miss him and my condolences to his family.

I met Carson back in 1975 while at APD. He was a bundle in energy. We shared the same health issues so we automatically bonded. Great guy, I have often thought about him.

I remember Carson in the 70s at HP. I didn't know him personally, but I do recall his big smile and hearty laugh as he roamed the aisles. Mischief in his eyes? Death isn't final - we always have memories of the good times.

Carson brought a sense of reality with needed humor in difficult times at HP. He was cherished by everyone with whom he came in contact, including me. I am very sorry to hear of his passing and offer my deepest sympathy to his family, friends and especially to Edi.

I am so sorry to hear of Carson's passing. I knew him through Edi and we shared many supper club dinners filled with laughter and fun. He had a quick wit and a ready smile that could fill a room. I will miss him and am happy to have known him.

My husband Fred and I both remember Carson while I was working in accounting for Cupertino Div. in the 70's. Fred was in maintenance. Carson always made you feel very special. His smile and willingness to do whatever was necessary always stood out in my mine. I remember when they thought he wasn't going to make it. Edi, so glad you all had the addition 40 years. Our prayers and thoughts are with you all.

I remember Carson's start date and when I think of those days at Cupertino, Carson's face is always part of the memory. Always personable, caring about so many others and always with a positive attitude about getting things done. As he said many times "if anyone can, Carson Kan.