You're still on my mind so strongly Everyday Cas !!!
And I can't seem to grasp the fact that NOT ONE SINGLE DAMN PERSON THAT SAID/SAY THEY ARE/WERE YOUR FRIEND, HAS NOT LEFT ONE DAMN TRIBUTE, MEMORY, LIT A CANDLE, WISHED YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEFT A NOTE OR ANY DAMN THING HERE FOR YOU SISTER

Cas I just can't seem to stop thinking about you for some reason !!!???
I wish I could go back in time, and tell you just exactly how much your friendship meant to me !!! It's not often that a person gets to be blessed with a lifetime friend/sister the way that I was. I'm sorry if I ever took our friendship for granted, Please Cas forgive me. I love you so much sister, and I don't understand Why You Had to leave me here alone?? That wasn't part of our plans we made growing up. We were suppose to grow old together, and leave this world together !! Instead You Left Without Me !!! WHY, WHY, WHY ???
 Sister I feel as though there was more to why you stopped by my house that night, but now I'll never know. I wish to god we'd have spent more time together than what we had. Maybe then I would've been able to know what was going on in your life at that time? And maybe I could've done more to help you? Now all I can do is sit in my room and think of all the memories we shared, and cry a Million Tears !!! I'd give anything to have you back sister, ANYTHING!!!!
   I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH
      TOOSIE & CASPER
       Sisters Forever