I can't believe it's been 4 years... and still, I wait for you to miraculously come through the door and tell me it was all a joke. I wouldn't even be upset if it had been a joke, all that would matter is that I have you again. As much as I know this can't happen, I still hope every day of my life. You were taken away much too soon, but I know Heaven is the only place for you. You were much too pure for this earth and as hard as life has been without you, I am relieved that you are no longer suffering. I have to keep reminding myself of this, for if not, it's easy for my selfishness to squeeze its way in and say I would rather have you here with me. But I know Jesus did what he felt was best and knowing that you are with Him gives me peace of mind. I will always hold you in my heart, for the rest of my life and I will hold onto the hope that we will see each other again. Until then, I will try my best to be the person you have shaped me into being, I will take care of my baby sister the way you took care of us and we both, will continue to make you proud. I miss you, my sweet, angelic Mama and I love you more than you could ever know.

Today is a day to remember our loved ones who have gone to be with Jesus. And my wonderful Mama, I will never love anyone as much as I love you. I wish I could hold your hand, kiss your cheek the way I used to. Hear your words of praise, encouragement and adoration that you gave me each and every day. There wasn't a day that passed that I ever doubted you loved me. Your pure existence radiated love and words could never express how precious you are to me. I wish you were still here with me. There're mornings I wake up, hoping it had all been a very bad dream, but I know you're not hurting anymore. That's all that matters, even though somedays I'm selfish and feel like it could never be enough. Heaven deserves a beautiful spirit like you and you deserve a glorious kingdom like heaven. I love you and miss you so much each and every day. I always will.

We have been friends since Jr.High and High school. we were BFF she was more than a friend she was my sister and both of her girls are my niece's I miss you so much sis words can't express how I'm feeling I think about her every day

Happy 50th birthday my sweet angelic Momma!! I love you more than life and will keep you in my heart and miss you forever.