My all time favorite picture of Chloe! This is exactly how I picture her in Heaven! So very excited and could not be happier!

Great pic of Chloe and Daisy.Chloe loved playing dress up and of course Daisy was always there to show her just how to do it!

What a fun night this was!! We always made the rounds with Aunt Kris and her boys. She wanted to be a princess this year. I remember my words clearly to her. I said "well than we don't need to buy you a costume, because you're already a princess!”

This was Chloe's last Easter! It was such a fun day. We spent the first part of the day at Church and with Aunt Kris and later in the afternoon with Aunt Lisa and Daisy. She loved Sammie so much and she always said "I don't cawe if he's my cousin Mommy I'm mawwying him anyway!”

Tyler is one of some of our best friends kids! Chloe loved him so much. Every time they would come over she would say "Mommy is Tylew coming too"- she couldn't say her "R's" lol! Too cute!

This was another picture from Sammie's 7th birthday party at Chuck E Cheese! This was one of the rare moments she left my side that day. Aunt Tissy was always an exception though, if she couldn't have me or her daddy she wanted her!

Another day I'll  never forget. This was her last Christmas. My sister had always gotten her a new dress for Christmas. Had a hard time getting her to sit still, so persuaded her to sit with her daddy . As u can tell by her big smile it didn't take a lot, she adores him

This day will be forever etched in my brain. She was SO very excited. Not nervous at all, After all it was "her 2nd year of pre-school mommy." lol! She didn't want me to leave but she wanted me to stay the whole time with her. She wanted to wear some of my jewelry so she had on my necklace and bracelet this day!

When Chloe was almost six months old we had her dedicated at our church, Brandywine Community Church.
I love, love, love looking back at those pics and remembering the beautiful dedication dress my sister got her and her big, round, bald head!! It's amazing how much hair she ended up having because she was as bald as an eagle for the first year of her life. (Love bald babies.)We were committing as a family, her daddy and I, and our church family, to pray for her and to raise her up in a Godly home and set an example for her.

Almost 14 years ago the Lord blessed me with allowing me to give birth to the most beautiful, perfect child ever. I remember thinking immediately, "Nothing I've ever done or could ever do could make me worthy or deserve this precious gift He has given me." And two, "How could anyone not believe in God when He can create such beauty, not to mention all the logistics of childbirth.”
I still remember the feeling of being so unworthy to be Chloe's mommy, and I cherish the many times she would hold my face in her hands and say "Yew my best fwiend mommy."! And how she told me "Mommy, don't you know wherever you are is where I want to be." She was too perfect for  this fallen world.
Though I will continually grieve the years I won't get to spend with her I constantly thank God for the years I did have with her and with the fact that I get to spend all eternity with her.