Hey Bro,
Just wanted to check in. It's been crazy down here. As you know Jeremiah is up with you now. I know I don't have to ask but take care of him. He is missed so much down here. I bet you, Dad, Grandpa, and Grandpa Schmidt are having a blast with him. I can just see all of you in my dreams having fun, being outside, doing "guy" things.
It's a daily struggle for me learning to cope with his loss. I really do not understand why he was taken from us at such a young age. But I do believe he knew he was deeply loved so much and knew how to love so deeply that he was called back to be our guardian angle. I also deeply appreciate how Jeremiah was sent to us in a form of a butterfly when we first arrived at the command center on June 18th. I knew when I saw that butterfly it was something special. Thank you for helping him. I truly believe Jeremiah comes around to check in on us as a butterfly. It's not every time I see a butterfly but when the butterfly purposely stays around me for a period of time. I know he was with us during his little's sister to be, Jasmine's, baby shower. There were so many big and beautiful butterflies there!!
I'm glad Jasmine and Jeremiah were able to meet before she comes down next month. Please watch over her and protect her as I know you will. Thank you, Daddy, Grandpa, Grandpa Schmidt, Nana, Grandma Kinkaid, and everyone for guiding Devon during that horrible day and giving him the strength to endure the flood and hold on. I don't know what I would have done if I lost both of them. Also PLEASE continue to watch over Devon. I know he's struggling with this. He's always believe he could do anything and that he was invincible. He survived but wasn't able to save the most important person to him. I worry that he may not be able to deal with this. Please guide him and help him as he starts to allow himself to heal. Help him realize it wasn't his fault.
I love you Chris. I miss you and wish you were here. Big Hugs and kisses!
Sis