Christopher Bryan Wilson, I love you with every fiber of my being more than I have loved any man or ever will and my heart aches and yearns to feel your body close to mine , to hear your laughter, to hear your wrestling stories., to watch the boy like excitement you had every time friends came over to hang out, like to watch the MMA fights etc.
You are my soul mate, my life partner, we worked through some major obstacles but we both vowed after the last time we broke up briefly , that never again . We would conquor what ever problems we had together and not just split when the going got tough. We vowed to each other to be together forever, to never let anything or anyone come between us and we would grow old together , watch our kids have their own families and babies. I still remember that night about 9 months before you passed away. We stayed up all night and talked about our problems, our lives, your boys, my kids.. and by morning we felt such a content that we both new nothing but death would part us again. Our relationship flourished after that and I was ready to conquor my hardest obstacle of all . But it was too late. My family did not get to know you like I wanted them to. I wanted to show them the great person, dad , boyfriend, life partner that you were. Never has a man been so kind, caring and loving not only to me but my kids. I know I will never find a replacement for you . Some days I see the hammock moving and I am wondering if you are there in one of your favorite spots. I look forward to the day we meet again. Nothing will ever be the same again.. RIP Baby ! I love you to the moon and back a zillion times over "