Day he died
The day of December 6th 2012, at 830pm . I got a call it's Jessica crying and screaming, I can't imagine can't say it . I replied WHAT?WHAT'S WRONG? She says it's Christopher he killed himself!!!!!! I don't believe it at all. So I went to there house, cops ambulance everywhere. My son Michael and John came with me . It was disbelief complete disbelief. I went out of body just went thru the motions never believed it was true . Called people told them, then went to funeral home to prepare for service. Still not in my body, people spoke to me and I responded. He layed there in a coffin cold . My baby why? I could not comprehend. People came and went, I cried my self to sleep for months . To this day I ask why? Is he happy now , hope so . Is he safe is he watching over us . Can he see his kids and me.