Today would have been your 21st birthday. Words can't express what I've been through today and the pain that I feel in my heart knowing that I gave you life, and now it's gone. I should have treasured you so much more than I did in life. When you left, you took a part of me with you, and I know that part of me will never come back, because for it to do so, you'd have to come back too. Eight months later and I still don't know how I'm going to go through the rest of this life without you. I love you Chris, I loved you then and I'll love you forever. Until we meet again my son, please know that you're forever a part of me and I will forever regret what I didn't do, and dream of what could have been. I love you, I love you so much.