Today marks 2 years you’ve been gone and the pain and emptiness I feel today is just as if I lost you 5 minutes ago. Everyone always says time heals this type of pain/loss but it hasn’t, not for me. I do find it easier to look at your pictures, it’s as if I’m looking in the mirror. It’s amazing how much I’ve grown into looking just like you. I miss you so much momma! Sissy and I will be there together soon to see you! I need you more than ever! I wish you would have prepared me better for this fucked up world out here! I’m so lost and confused. I just don’t understand some things. I now understand how Papa lost his way with God when Nana passed away. I too have lost my way Momma. Nothing makes since anymore. I love you beautiful
Xoxo,
Squirtkins