Happy birthday Uncle Craig, it's been too long since we last talked, maybe that's because I haven't had the courage to go visit you. I'm too scared to tell you that I became a soldier in the United States Army. I'm scared because the only thing I want is your approval and frankly I don't believe that I deserve it. I've been work so hard in my field of combat trauma medicine and I've been learning so much. Last weekend, I visited my girlfriend, Leora at her college in Maryland. You would have liked her, even moo moo likes her. And I saw the structure of college life and to be honest it isn't for me. It's funny, before the army I hated structure and routine and now, I can't live without it. I still have the voicemails you sent to me, I listen to them every now and then. I miss you so much, have a happy birthday Uncle Craig.