I can't believe it's been a year. I can hear your voice in my mind like we just saw eachother. I've had so many dreams about you over the past year. I truly believe it's your way of checking in with me. Craig, I miss you so much man. I have no doubt whatsoever that you are in a better place. In every dream I have about you, you are young, happy and full of life. Is so cool to see you his way. I feel so lucky to have these dreams about you. I love you Craig. I miss you so much. Tell mom hi for me. No doubt she right there with you :)
I want to share a little story with those of you who knew and loved Craig, my big bro.
I was 1987 (I think) and Craig decided to take me along for a walk through the swamp at Lake Desire. For those of you who lived in the neighborhood, you know what/where the swamp was. We walked from our house onto lake desire dr south just past the access where the swamp was. We headed through the brush, along the crappy, overgrown trail. After about 10 minutes or so, we came upon a section of the trail that had some tires and wood planks laid down over the mud. Craig quickly hopped over a muddy section of the trail and waited for me. I took one step toward him and immediately found myself up to my chin in what seemed like quicksand. I was sinking fast. Only my head and shoulders were above the mud. Being about 7yrs old, I totally freaked out. Within about 5 seconds, Craig ran toward me, grabbed me by the hair on my head, and yanked me straight out of the mud. He threw me over his shoulder and literally ran me home and put me im the bath tub. He saved my life that day. I remember being so shaken up and him telling me everything was ok. I felt safe when I as with him. I felt important and loved. Craig was an awesome big brother. He was bigger, stronger and cooler than I'll ever be. He was my hero on many occasions. I'll love and miss him forever.