April 3rd and 4th these two days are very special, the 3rd was your birthday.. the 4th, our 22st anniversary. As special as they are, its too damn hard facing alone..it'll always be hard living without you, my life will never be the same again baby, it ended when you died. I just exist here. I still cry from missing you, I'm always thinking about you..always. I get angry sometimes for you leaving me.. baby this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. I just feel so lost and empty inside,I have no one to lean on, no one to depend on, not the way I always known to have with you.. you loved me and would do anything in the world for me as I would do for you.. I don't have that special bond, you were all I had, you were my everything, my world.. I'm no longer protected by your shield. Its hard as hell when you don't have anyone to turn to.. I'm alone and its the hardest, the saddest, the lonliest, feeling lost and empty inside..how in the hell can I possibly get thru this??? God well knows my anger
Happy Birthday ♥ Happy Anniversary
I love you and miss you..
always, love and faith