and I'm wondering where is Heather today??
no one seems to know. I've  seen that you, have moved on.
she was old enough to Know, what she was doing. You, were not.

Love is blind.

I, love you, so very much.
sorry, you never thought to come to me.
the devil, could not come with you.
you, should be sober by now. 
Sorry you, chose prison.   praying for your protection!
24/7.   ill be, checking into that place over you.
Only, You!  can cry to Jesus.  get your self free.
that is the only way. 
and i say that from the depths of my soul.
Ant Janie.

I, was at your funeral.
went to the grave side,
and i was forced by the LAW.
to gather your lil old aunts, that traveled a long way.
up and leave.  did you, see that!!
I'm still not over it.
who dose that to a person..
hired a lawyer, cost me, a 1,000 bucks.
for them all to know i was pisst.
awww but i have way to many children to feed.
that are not mine. to waste my money on that.
they said, i had a bullet. wth. 
Did not, but what if i did. what could i do w/that.
that ol gal.  bought a hugh rock. for ya.
GUILT.    bought that. Ive never been there.
only God can understand my pain of the loss of you.
in my heart..  n my world..
missing you, like crazy today Bro.