Today I learned a hard lesson. I made the most beautiful person in my life feel 2nd place. She read my post remembering your death and felt I am divided. You are in a far better place and we both agreed if either died we must move on and find someone. I did. But now I may have lost her because she thinks I cant get past you. My memory will never fade of you. But I must move on in love. I can love again and I do.
She is beautiful and wonderful and I could be happy forever.

Just 5 days ago was your birthday.
A very tough day again for me.
In 2015 the year you died on your birthday you were a picture of health. I put trick candles on your cake. They kept relighting...and the smoke set off the smoke detector. I recorded a video of it. We were so happy together. I can't believe yet another year has passed. I am still alone living in OUR home.. I know you see all this. But I also know your having fun enjoying life waiting for me and your family. I again am thankful you trust Jesus! Forever missed you are in this life. But one day missed in the next life.

Sept 16, 2018
This was the time of year that Dana and I really began to have fun together. Next month was suppose to be her birthday. It has been so very hard without her. I sometimes stare at her things, and her picture wondering how wonderful her life is now, but certainly missing her. I have tried to meet someone so that I am not alone. But NO ONE comes close to Dana. Though they can not be Dana and Dana was not perfect she was perfect for me. I again need to find that someone that is as beautiful inside as well as outside as Dana was. Also someone who could laugh and have fun like she did. She will be forever missed by me and others. I remind myself she is with my parents and others whom I miss who have also passed away.
Though she is in God's very presence, I hated that she died but am so happy I have Faith that she lives! Because she had Faith in Christ as her Savior and Lord!

Here we are 7/7/2018 and already so many years have passed since her death. I so miss her laugh, her touch, her love, and her care. I have been left all alone now since 12/17/15. Though I know she is far better off than we are, I still can't help but wonder why her life was cut so short. I am the one who is lost without her.

In just two days it will be two years you have left us. Unbelievable it has been so long already. The pain remains in my heart. Though your happy I am sad. You walk with Jesus and family and are so happy to that I am blessed. You are a beautiful person. I will miss you always. The good do die young. Your goodness was in Jesus and your faith. I only wished we had more time together before you left to go home.
We your family love you. We will see you again, our hope is through Christ. I am so sad, sad for me, not for you.
Your brother, your sis in law, sister, friends and myself miss you and love you so much. Death is so terrible on this side.
With out my faith I would lose all hope.
This is posted for me and others. To remind us all
WE WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY!
And how important it is to be born again through Christ to gain Heaven. Life is short. Death comes quickly.
But Heaven is forever! AMEN

Thomas Sanders

I will love you forever, miss you for now, see you again, and know we will celebrate that day that we see each other again in Heaven with our Saviour Jesus God's only Son!