To my oldest son there are so many things I want to say , but first I want to say I love and miss you so much, life isn't just right without you. My circle is so incomplete without you things are different I cry for you and miss you handsome voice saying whats you up sweetheart and hugging me telling me you love me and I telling you I love you back. I just feel like I can't go on without you if anyone know me and my do's and don't, my likes and dislikes my favorite song, color, there was nothing you didn't know. We will meet again and I will hug and kiss my baby again. Mommy loves and miss you til we meet again