I love you so and miss you more than I ever thought was possible. I never thought I could feel such deep sorrow and pain. Its so easy to lose myself when I think of you. Mom.

Daniel had qualities that I so admired. He had such a knowledge of electronics. I think he just loved it. Thats the only thing I can think of that would give him the knowlege that he had. He was the best listener I know. Not many people can shut up long enough to learn anything. His wisdom astounded me. He would listen for as long as it took. Daniel was a compassionate person even though he had an explosive temper. He would listen and think. I could see his eyes lighting up with understanding as he listened. When he did respond to the words that went into his ears, He always seemed to soothe the soul. He would not talk about his problems and he never said negative things about others. He hated revealing the weaknesses of others. I often wonder where he got the principles and the morals that made him different from anyone else I knew. No, he wasnt perfect. But he was special. So Different than any one else I will ever know. I long to hold you and brush my hand against your forehead. If I could only have you in my life just one more day. As the harth panteth after the waterbrook so panteth my soul after thee. unending. I love you. I always believed people when they told me that death gets easier with time. How I wish this was true, but it's not. It only gets harder because I miss you more. Why? Because it has been longer since I have been with you. The pain deepens and the sorrow grows with time. I don't ever want to hear that someone is better off dead. The people around that person are worse off because they are living with the emptiness of that special someone. Stop telling people they are in a better place. How do you know where they are? ARE YOU GOD? DO YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT A PERSONS INHERITANCE IN ETERNITY IS? UNLESS GOD HAS SPOKEN TO YOU PERSONALLY! PLEASE DO NOT INFLICT YOUR IGNORANCE ON OTHERS? Daniel. Hebrew for"God is my Judge".

I wish you could have stayed a little while longer. You had so much knowledge. If l could do it all over, I would watch instead of asking questions. They must have seemed like kindergarten questions. You had the desire to learn this modern era. And you saw when others didnt. I miss you and love you.