I shouldn't be buying you flowers on this your special day, I shouldn't want to cry every time I hear your name.
It feels like an age since I saw you last, since you were taken away, you will always look the same, but now my reflections changed.
I look at my boys, I watch them play and often watch them fight, it breaks my heart to think that you'll never see that sight.
I tell them all about you, the things we used to do, the good, the bad, funny and sad and how I called you Pooh!
How I showed you how to run, to climb, how to kick a ball and there was that time I showed you how to play cricket in the hall.
I try to make them realise how amazing it can be, to have a brother here with you to share your memories. To cherish the time, the troubles and strife and try to get along, a brothers a brother because of blood, but a friend because of love.