I miss you oh so dearly, not a day go by without me thinking of you & how you would do things, i want to make you proud & i’m trying to be the young woman that you & ma taught me to be but it’s hard. I wish i could finish our last conversation & gotten to see all the great things you talked about right before you took your last bow, going on in your name is a struggle because you left big shoes to fill, literally & figuratively but i’m trying my hardest & i hope you see that as well. I also wish that you would drop by ma.. she really needs you , a lot has went on since you took flight.. i wonder if you greeted grandpa at the pearly white gates .. man oh man that’s double trouble right there! Don’t upset the big man upstairs trying to cut loose. I definitely need you to come visit me in my dreams so it could feel a little lessreal. I could already hear you ask me “what you got me for christmas”.. lmao nothing doofus .. at least not until we meet again bubby. I love & miss you bunches 

Love, 
Sammy(your little sister 4L)