My dear son, I miss you so. I remember your smile, your chuckle, your great big bear hugs, and your gentle kisses. For a long time, you were our only child. You were my whole world, and I was yours. After five years, your sister was born, but you were still the apple of my eye. One after another, the rest of your siblings was born, and you distanced yourself from me and from the things I had taught you. I know you had to find your own identity, but the new friends that captured your attention did not lead you down the path to happiness, but down the highway to misery. I know that for thirty years or so, you have made your life miserable as you sought relief in alcohol and drugs. I know that you were a very kind and wonderful man, but made some poor choices in your journey. I am certain you have overcome your weakness by now, as you would not have been allowed to come and comfort me as you did. I love you now, and will forever my son. Please be the first one to greet me when my earthly journey is done. I love my whole family, but now, I miss you