happy christmas son wherever you are today we are all thinking of you and wishing you were still here with us,our loss and heavens gain.we love you so so much but you knew that allready,keep looking down on us kid and be with us in spirit god bless you ,we are all coming the cemetry 2 morrow ,wish you was here love you more than anything and always will.god bless you darron lots of love, your ever loving mum x x x

happy christmas to the best dad ever wishing you was still here with us will never go away,we love you we miss you and we thankyou for being very special to us lots of love forever your loving children peter and kyle and sophie x x x happy christmas dad x x x our special angel x

happy christmas darron the best brother that ever walked this earth love you and miss you forever your ever loving sister kelly who adores you x x x god bless kid x x x

happy Christmas darron x I always think off you you will always be in my heart forever missed but never forgotten love allan x

this will be our second christmas without you here with us son,it just isnt fare, you should be here with us where you belong with your family who need you.you are in all of our hearts and you always will be but its just not the same is it.we have managed to stay strong but thats about it,its the missing you that hurts the most and something we will always do is miss you and love you forever.one day we will be back with you i just know we will and our family will then be complete again.why you i keep asking and i hear you saying WHY NOT ME ,i will tell you why son life just isnt fare you should be here with us and your lovely kids you should be working and bringing all your pennies in you should be out enjoying yourself like everyone else,you should be now getting ready to give your kids a good christmas and sit there eating lots of goodies,you should trully be with us the people who need you..what a rotten world we are in,i want to know why you but thats an answer i will never get isnt it.wherever you are today son happy christmas we all love you so much and always will do for the rest of our lives and when we meet up with you at them gates my god what reunion that will be it certainly will be for me thats for sure..god bless you son forever, sleep tight son love forever your loving mum who loves you all the world x x x

been really hard this lead up to christmas son but we will do this for you, i never forget the words that you said to me,MUM DONT EVER NOT CELERBRATE CHRISTMAS AND IF YOU DONT GIVE KELLY AND MY KIDS A GOOD CHRISTMAS I WILL HAUNT YOU AND NEVER FORGIVE YOU,well son we are really trying hard to do this for you but our pain of you not being here will not get and easier for any of us.but i understand why this was important to you and i know your reasons for that.we have done light a life for you this year at the hub clatterbridge hospital and we will all be there to see those lights being switched on its going to be very special knowing 1 of them lights are for you,i hope you will be there with us in spirit well i know you will be son.we have done 1 for nan and grandad sadler as well just to let you all know that you are never forgotten always in our hearts all of you.love and miss you so much and wishing every day that you were here with us god bless darron love forever your mum x x x

its your babys 10th birthday tomorrow they miss you so much,you always said that no one would miss you when you've gone,well you were so wrong there son we all miss you beyond anything you could ever imagine.sophie and kyle a big 10 time has flown,keep looking down on us all son and always remember we love and miss you all the world,big empty gap in our lives darron that will never ever be filled.we just have to get through each day the best way we can,because we cant do anything else can we.this feeling isn't like when we lose a parent,this feeling is terrible knowing you was cheated out of life itself,and its all of us that have to live through it each day,if you are looking down which im sure you are then you would know im still pretty hopeless ,as much as im trying for everyone else,its just not happening.coming up to Christmas I am trying for the others sakes but then I think of you being gone,and that's when I feel ate up inside.i truly wish it was me who went 1st and not you,things would of been easier if I could of swapped with you, all your illnesses I would of taken off you without any hesitation,but that was never possible.hope you having a good time up there son with the rest of the family that are with you,i would like to think that's true and that's whats keeping me going.look down on your twins 2 morrow on there special day I know you will any.love and miss u so much all my love mum x x x

never a day goes by that I don't wish that you was still here with us, your family,if I had a wish that could come true it would be to have you back with us without that awfull illness,but wishes will never come true son and that's the saddest part of it all.my life feels so empty and its always going to feel like that for me no matter whos around me my life will never feel complete again.27 years of having you around me to you being gone its like a big part of me went with you on that sad day you lost your battle.i speak about you every day and think about you all the time it still hurts very much inside and I think it always will,r kyle asked me is there a god and heaven I hope so I said cos soon as I get up there the 1st person I want to see again is you darron,so im holding on to the hope that will be right when my time comes.love you loads son and I am truly proud of you, the more I think about what you had battled through the more proud I am of you, you were a son any mother would of stood proud of I am certainly am that's for sure,come see me in my dreams darron all my love forever your mum xx x

TO MY AMAZING REMARKABLE SON ..Everywhere you journey in life,you will go with my love by your side.Forever it will be with you.Truly.Joyfull.and more meant to be than words could ever say.You are the joy of my life.the source of my dearest memories,the inspiration for my fondest wishes,and the sweetest present life could ever give anyone.i will always love you ,SON,with every beat of my heart.And I couldn't be more proud of you...... if I tried x x x

SPECIAL SON...of all the precious gifts in life,however great or small,to have you as a son,was the greatest gift of all x x x

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I can.
How long will I need you?
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan.

How long will I be with you?
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand.

How long will I want you?
As long as you want me to
And longer by far.
How long will I hold you?
As long as your father told you,
As long as you can.

How long will I give to you?
As long as I live through you
However long you say.

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I may.

missing you millions son but your always in my mind,lisa cundill clairvoiant sat at your grave and had a beer for you how nice was that of her all the way from yorkshire i bet you felt honoured with that didnt you,god bless you son forever, love u loads kid love your mum x x x

I visited your grave yesterday son to put beautifull red roses on there for you its my 50th birthday 2 morrow son and I always though that you would be here with me for that, I know you wont be in person but in spirit you will be,you will be on my mind every minute of the day as you always are.remember when I said im having a surprise party and you went mad cos I spoilt it for you doing me one well ive decided to go ahead with the party only cos I know that's what you wanted for me,i shall be spending most of tomorrow at the cemetery with you so if you are looking down tomorrow you will see me there,wish I could see you in person but I know that's not possible but i be spending it with you at your place of rest.i can imagine what you would of bought me for my birthday and it makes me giggle,after all ive still got al the funny things that you bought me remember the pigs oh and I will never forget the woodpecker either,what was it one year a shop size tea and coffee machine ha so funny and I still have the hearing aid you bought me but even at the age of 50 son I still don't need it so lets see what my hearings like at 60 hey.i miss all your funny ways son and most of all I miss you so much.see you in my dreams son love you all the world lots of love forever your mum x x x

Darron you was the most funniest person i knew I loved you so much you made me laugh all the time when you said you'd rob my girlfriends and use to say you'd borrow my Everton shirt to wipe your ass with and I said Liverpool are shit and Darron said oh shut up here we go again Hahahahahaha love you loads still looking up on you every day tthere's not a day i go with out thinking off you your in my heart forever an always will be ywna love you loads

Love from con xx♥

how proud I was to read what our sophie your gawjus daughter of just 9 years old wrote for you on here with no help from anyone,it came straight from her heart it did.youve got 3 amaizing kids there son keep watching over them and keep them safe im sure you already are.you may not be here son but I can see you in each of them, you will always live on in all of our hearts love and miss you so much, love forever mum x x x

happy fathers day to our special dad who lives up in the sky,we loved you so much in life and we will go on loving you forever more,such a generous dad you was you made sure we had the world and more and we will always remember that dad.missing you millions dad and wishing you was still here with us.HAPPY FATHERS DAY to the best dad that ever walked this earth our lovely dad .gbnf always in our hearts your loving children peter and kyle and sophie x x x LOVE U DAD

hi daddy it is Sophie how are you i have missed u for a long time I wish I could see you again but we both know that we cant any more we all miss u i hope your OK drinking other peoples beer and making loads of friends like you say you'll never walk alone at any point of time u will always be in my heart you'll be there forever and nanny Francis and Grandad Richie will be in my heart lots of love from your daughter Sophie lots of love from Sophiexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

its just not the same without you here darron, I think of you ever single day and I will never be able to except that you left this world before me it should of been me that went 1st not you son, this world is so wrong it really is.love and miss you loads son all my love forever mum x x x

happy easter son love and miss you so much no eggs this year no mars bars just flowers son gbnf love forever love mum x x x

Sitting in my room thinking about our Darron still can't believe you have been taken away from us all you will always be in my heart never going to stop thinking about you Darron you where the bravest lad iv ever known you went through a lot every time i wake up i just think to my self how lucky i am to have such a amazing cousin in my life im so glad to say i am proud of you and i was lucky to of known you our memory will always be with me R.I.P Darron missing you like mad looking up on you every night and day sleep tight this year has flew by it doesn't seem like its real it seems like its all a dream i try my best to keep strong but its getting harder and harder by the days go by but always keep this in mind i love you and i will always follow you every step you go ill be right behind you Ynwa:'(<3x

i took your kids up the cemetry today and all your flowers are gawjus been a hard day today but we all got through it the best way we could,miss u so much son, keep watching down on us, love you forever lots of love your mum x x x

one year on son and feeling totally devastated i always will do.we are all missing you so much, life will never be the same again.your memory will live on in all our hearts that i will promise you.thankyou for being such a lovely son im trully proud of you darron.the best son a mum could ever wish for .just make sure that when its my turn you are waiting to greet me at them gates im sure you will.god bless u son rest in peace lots of love forever your mum who loves ya and misses ya beyond words x x x

one year tommorow my dear brother darron never will i forget you not in million years i love u too much for that to ever happen the best bro that ever walked this earth my bro darron loads of love yuor sister kelly x x x

to our lovely dad who we miss and love so much one year on dad and hard to believe you are not here with us,we will never forget you dad loads of love forever peter/kyle and sophie x x x

Hello my handsome cousin darron , cant beleive tommorow is a whole year since you left your broken hearted family .we love an miss so very much , theres a big empty space in all our lives without mate . Love lovr love you always an forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Darron it's been harder than I thought. Today is one of the hardest days of my life . Darron I will never forget you so many memories you left us with. . Love and miss you . Allan (dad)

just been up the cemetry son to put all your flowers on ready for sunday which will be your 1st anniversary of being away from us,still cant believe you have gone but each day i wake up i realise youre not coming back and its getting harder by the day miss and love you so much son love mum x x x

missing you so much son x x x

To a very special cousin of mine Darron,
     Can't believe its nearly been a year my amazing cousin Darron has sadly been gone for you will always be in my heart and I will always be in yours looking up on you everyday big man words can't describe how much I am missing you its doesn't feel like its happend all it feels like is its been a total dream but you are always going to be with me and your liverpool scarf is hanging up on the corner of my bed ynwa mate your in a better place now and I hope your having fun up there with all them angel and I hope your being well behaved or ill be up there to sort you out haha, rip mate my heart beating as the days have gone by you where such a brave man I am so proud to say this I will always love you I have never knew anyone who would of gone through the amount of pain you was going through Y.N.W.A♥, love from your cousin sam sleep tight mate x ♥ x

cant believe its nearlly a year since u passed away darron,that has gone so fast,i just wish i could of changed places with you that day and gave you my life just so you could stay and see your lovely kids grow up i wanted you to be able to grow old and see your grankids,and everything else that comes with life,we miss you so much but if you are looking down on us you will know how much we all miss you.and you have probably noticed how crap we are all coping and i can imagine you are laughing your head off at us arent you,yeh i know you only to well.we are never going to feel any different than we are now,because you have left a huge gap in all of our lives,god bless u son love mum x x x

loneliest year of my life, time doesn't get easier it gets harder each day,but you know that if you are watching down on me,guide Kelly through her counceling she needs you to guide her through it all im sure you will ,forever in our hearts son love always mum x

28 kisses and a million hugs on the way to my lovely son darron today for his birthday,hope hes getting spoilt today wherever he is today,never in a million years when I gave birth to him did I ever think that I would ever lose him not at the age of 27 that's for sure.wishing so much he could still be here with us without having to suffer the way he did,im truly proud of him,he was the bravest and most strongest person I have ever met in my life and I doubt anyone could top the courage he shown,he was truly amaizing with a massive heart of gold.cant measure how much I miss him because theres not a tape measure big enough to put it into how much hes truly missed.lost my best friend in the world 11 lonely months so far,he took a big part of me with him when he went a part of me that I will never ever get back,well darron I hope u are looking down at my message today son..HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY KID ..love you with all my heart and that will stay with me forever son.just flowers balloons and cards for you today I hope you like them.shine on in the stars son you live in the sky now like you always said flying free with no pain.r.i.p darron lots of love forever love your mum x x x MUMMYS LITTLE NINJA TURTLE X X

happy birthday to our special dad on his 28th birthday we love and miss him all the world and always will do,lots of love forever love your children peter and kyle and sophie x x x

happy 28th birthday to the best bro in the world my bro darron sending lots of love and kisses for you today miss and love u so much lots of love forever your sister Kelly who loves u all the world and more x x x

Happy christmas to my angel. 1st Christmas away from home an it's not going to be the same without you babe. If I could have just one last wish that would be for us to all have you here with us each day is getting harder an harder babe an I still can't believe you have gone.. rest in peace until we meet again my gorgeous angel. Love an miss you millions babe xxxx YNWA xxxx

Missing you so much darron .not a day goes by that I don't think of you . This time last year I was running round for you thing are not the same without you hear. You will always be in my heart and in my mind . At least I no your with my mum and dad . Love you darron x x x x

our dads 1st christmas away from us and its very sad, we went to your grave 2 day dad and put lovely red and white flowers there for you.happy christmas to the best dad ever we love you with all our heart and will do forever,happy christmas dad lots of love your loving children peter and kyle and sophie love u forever dad x x x

happy christmas my lovely bro i miss you too much 24years ive woke up christmas morning and me and you would open all our prezzys but this year will be so lonely without you here.im hurting so bad at the minute bro cos i love and miss you so bad,have a happy chritmas bro werever you are today and always remember i love you, lots of love forever your loving sister kelly x x x

happy Christmas to the best son a mother could ever wish for my lovely son darron 1st Christmas away from us son but forever in our hearts,wishing so much that you was still here with us we all love you so much we will be together again son when my day comes and I truly hope you will be there to meet me im sure you will till then sleep peacefully son we love and miss you beyond words could ever say,all my love forever your loving mum x x x happy Christmas darron x x x

its been really hard since you have been gone son,but if you are looking down you will already know that wont you,christmas well I cant wait for that to be gone its just not the same without you here with us,we think of you all the time and always will do,come and see me again in my dream darron I would so like that,cos that dream I did have of you was so reall,come to me again son whenever you can,missing you too much kid love forever love mum x x x

missing u more and more each day son x x x

time to burry your ashes on wednesday son,really dont know how im going to feel not having you in our house anymore but its what you wanted and your nan and grandad will also be burried the same time in there grave,im so glad the both stones are backing on to each other,always remember son you will be in my heart forever more you will never leave there promise,love forever love mum x x x

your stone has arrived in england son the footballer statue is being painted at the minute,i hope u like what ive chose im sure u will,time to burry your ashes soon son but u will be here with me in my heart forever love and miss you more each day love mum x x x

Started your kids xmas shoping not the same without you son really missing you kid always in my heart son x

missing you so much son every day is getting harder your kids miss you and kelly she still cant get her head round it all,ive wrote the words for your head stone i just hope u like it ,im sure u will do.sleep peacefully son love all the world love mum x x x

Love an miss you millions Darron. Life just ain't the same with out you....they say things get easier but each day is gettin harder with out your cheeky smile and you amazin sense of humour... Sleep peacefully until we meet again. R.I.P love xxxxxxxxxx big kisses and hugs sent to the clouds above for you my angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

well son your head stone will be ready any week now,so it will be time for me to burry your ashes,its going to be like letting go of you all over again,but burying you i know was one of your wishes,so thats what i am going to do.its going to be a place we can all visit you till we are together again and we will be son when our time comes, we love and miss you so much forever in our heartsx

words can not say how much you are missed . xxxxx

its a lonely world without you in it son,we will never get over losing you although you will always be in our hearts and in our thoughts we will still miss you forever ,sweet dreams son x x x

miss you every day son but todays been very hard,not being able to have you arround me on my birthday,keep shining in my heart son love u beyond words love mum x x x