Let the memory of david our brother be with us forever
  • 46 years old
  • Born on October 16, 1966 in OSWEGO, New York, United States.
  • Passed away on August 16, 2013 in OSWEGO, New York, United States.
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, david mason 46 years old , born on October 16, 1966 and passed away on August 16, 2013. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Wendy Emond on 16th October 2018
Well today is your birthday and Dj it isn’t getting any easier A big shout up to heaven HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bubba it is so hard for me to get over losing you as I have said a thousand times a lot of unspoken words and I talk to you all the time but sometimes I don’t know if you are listening knowing you your not but I talk to you anyways please continue to watch over our family some may need your guidance and you are sure to give .Mom and dad are doing ok still miss you like we all do I worry about them sometimes as the grief isn’t getting any easier for them as it isn’t for me I know you would want all of us to go on with our lives but I can’t seem to as a lot of unspoken words I hope you know I love and miss you terribly bubba.Your kids have grown into amazing kids I don’t see Tyler that much anymore he has a girlfriend now so that is to except it and dylie looks so much like you now that he is older is scares me sometimes and he loves to hunt just like you did they are all in the fire dept down there following in your foot steps just like there dad well I have to get back to work but before I do ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU DJ FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 28th September 2018
Hey there bubba been a little since my last post but doesn’t mean I haven’t talked with you or even thought about you as I do quite often I can’t seem to get over losing my big brother as we were all suppose to grow old together and you never got to be a grandpa and I know you would have been a great one to be a grandpa yet you were taken from ya so early I just can’t seem to understand why I know your no longer in any pain or sick but our hearts still ache as we lost you at a young age and it doesn’t seem fair to your loved ones here as we all have our own memories of you and we cherish them all but there isn’t a day that I don’t think of you and still wonder why...I know they say time heal all wounds well I am the first today it is a lie as days may get a little easier for us but when we think of you our heart breaks as we love and miss you so much...Mom and Dad have to have a lot of tests done as they were slacking off on taken care of themselves but I went ahead and made them both appts to get it all straight talked with de rotella and he tells me there is no way moms anuersium is gone as they just don’t go away so now I am worried about that dad has sisits on his pancurtis and liver don’t understand where they came from as they don’t just appear so I asked the dr about that and he said that is why he is getting a MRI done and they both have to go to cardio dr to see how their cardio is so they are on the right track now just gonna make sure they take better care of themselves I hate to be mean but I am gonna have to tell them we don’t want to loose them over them not taking care of themselves Ricky has been helping with drs appts so that is a plus and dad has to have a biopsy done on one lung as he his assist there so dr rotella wants to make sure they are getting all these tests done so he can take care of them and other then that things are pretty good just loving and missing you more with everyday that passes I am always posting on Facebook about how I love and miss you I know things aren’t the same and haven’t been since you left us as our hearts are broken.....Fly high my sweet brother and I love you and miss you terribly and don’t forget to shine on xoxoxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 16th August 2018
Hey there bubba today is a very sad day for all of us as today is the 5th anniversary of the day you left us not a day goes by that you aren’t in our thoughts and your memory will live on with each one of us .You know the saying got but never forgotten well I am here to say that is very true.And I hate the saying time heals all wounds well I am here to say that is a lie as it still feels that god took you yesterday as the days pass and we all try to live with the fact we won’t hear your smart remarks or that smiling face hey I still am waiting for you to walk threw my door and say hey B*TCH I keep telling myself you just went away for a little while and you will return home soon.i often speak your name or you cross my mind as you seem to do everyday.And I have seen a lot of butterflies lately I know that is a sign your near.Your kids have grown into good kids and you would be so proud of all them continue to watch over all your loved ones and always remember I love and miss you bubba fly high my sweet brother and continue to shine on xoxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 25th July 2018
Hey there bubba been raining the last couple days and it is making me think of you I love and miss you so much it kills me sometimes...we need the rain as everything is dried up here it hate it when it rains as I know angels are crying and I don’t like the fact one of them maybe you as I want you to be happy and have fun there as you aren’t in any pain and your there with loved ones and friends of the families.I lay in bed at times and think of you and wondering how you are doing up there in heaven and as I said I know your not in any pain but Dj what about the pain we all still have here it still feels like yesterday and it isn’t getting any easier I don’t like it as I still am waiting for you to walk thru my door and say hey B*TCH as you always did..Mom and Dad are doing pretty good for the most part I think they just give up on life after they lost you so D you gotta give them signs your doing fine up in heaven as I hated the thought you were there alone and I knew you weren’t but that is a horrible feeling I am doing better with it now bc as I said I know your up in heaven with family and friends raising holy cane...Gotta go for now but I will post again as I am at work just wanted you to know I was thinking of you as I always do.....I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY SPREAD THEM WINGS AND FLY MY SWEET BROTHER AND DONT FORGET TO SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 12th July 2018
hey there Bubba i know it has been awhile since my last post but things have been hectic not that you didnt cross my thoughts as i am always thinking of you and how miss i truly miss you...Mom and dad are doing good they always stay in there room unless Jim and I make them go places with us we have had them down to our brother Rickys until 10 or after does them graduation to be out i have had them at your niece Paiges birthday party,your niece Skylear Masons graduations party so i am trying to get them out more often......We are trying to get the other trailer over here and things are more hectic there and making sure mom and dad make there doctor appts since i get no help only when Blake takes for me just seems to get harder as we have alot going on but i make sure they are taken care of.....Their anniversary just passed 52 years the same age as you isnt that the weirdest all the kids wished them happy annivesary but one but tht is ok as the rest did..Your daughter Jordyn graduated you would be so proud of her your kids have grown into good kids you would be proud just continue to watch over as i know you do and Dylan looks so much like you it scares me sometimes....onna go for ...Well bubba i am go for now i will post again soon ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND FLY MY SWEET BROTHER AND DONT FORGET TO SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 2nd June 2018
Hey there bubba sure do miss you a lot has happened since my last post mom fell and broke her hip chasing a cat she had surgery which I know you were there with her and I told her no more chasing cats she is doing well dad was going crazy when she was in the hospital didn’t leave her side all while she was there and when she got home he helped her do her exercises and walk but he was a pain in the ass sorry to say us 3 girls made it up to see mom.You would be so proud of your daughter jordyn she graduated from high school dylie went to the senior prom with her he made me so proud and he looks so much like you now that he is older oh my it scares me well I will post again always remember I LOVE YOU And MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER Xoxoxoxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 24th April 2018
Hey there bubba sure do miss you terribly.Had dad at urgent care today as I thought he had strep throat well he didn’t he has a viral infection so it has to take its course.i need your help with them mom doesn’t even bother to let me know dad is t feeling well I asked her why she said because dad didn’t want to go weighed or not he needed to go to make sure he was ok he is gained by some weight so he looks a little better gonna go cut his hair for him his hair grows so fAst well just wanted to stop in and let you know how things are and I will stop in again soon always remember I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER XOXOXOXO dont forget to shine on brother
Posted by Wendy Emond on 14th April 2018
Hello there bubba what a hectic morning for me recieved a call from our brothers wife Mousey as our brother got into heavy hard liquior and talking about killing himself so Jim and I get dressed go down there to find him in and out of concious and he was stopping breathing so we called 911 and the ambulance came and took him to Oswego hospital where we waited for the. To stabilize him I know you were with him as he is in the same room as you were in I felt you there with us can’t say thank you enough for being there with us I talked with his wife Mousey and she said he is awake and saying he is pulling the cathader out and wanting to go home so he is coming out of it but let me tell you what a scary thing for me I thought I can’t lose another brother well gotta go do wash And dishes always remember I love you and miss you terribly bubba fly high my sweet and shine on xoxoxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 28th March 2018
Hey there bubba I know it has been a few days since my last post been busy trying to find a vehicle as I totaled my car and the day it happened I felt you with me so I knew I would be ok only thing happened to me was I broke my glasses I can’t say thank you enough for being there with me I have to learn to wait at the stop signs and today is moms 68th birthday so please be with her today give her a little sign your around it would mean the world to her as her and dad haven’t been the same since the day you left us as there isn’t a time that goes by that we all don’t wish you were here with us but we know god needed you more we don’t understand why as we all needed you as well the pain doesn’t ease at all bc it still feels like yesterday that you left us I am always wondering the what if’s I know a lot would not be like it is today Always remember I love you and miss you terribly bubba fly high my sweet brother til we meet again xoxoxoxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 22nd February 2018
Hey there bubba been a while since my last post but it doesn’t mean I didn’t think of you or even speak your name there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t do that as I still am having trouble excepting you are gone I keep telling myself you are just away working and you will be home soon.Mom and dad are doing ok still stay in there room all the time I am worried about them Dj as they haven’t been right since you left us I try my best to get them to do what they normally would do but the depression is horrible for them as it is for the rest of us that loved you.I haven’t heard anything from Tyler is awhile as he has a girlfriend now so I guess I can understand that but I miss your kids I may not have been the perfect aunt to them but it doesn’t mean I didn’t love them as I always will no matter the age of any of my nieces and nephews.Well setting here in the dark as we have a power outage so I thought this was the perfect time to stop by and say hey bubba and to let you know I was thinking of you.I am gonna go see when our power will be back on but I will post Again always remember I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON TIL WE MEET AGAIN XOXOXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 26th January 2018
Hey there bubba been a few days since my last post I think of you often as I can’t seem to come to realize that I won’t see your smiling face and it has been 4 yrs the days aren’t getting any better they say time heals all wounds all thtiaaloe as it still seems like yesterday that we lost you the pain is still so real not subsiding at all well don’t forget that I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA Spread your wings and fly my sweet brother and SHINE ON xoxoxoxooxooxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 14th January 2018
Hey there bubba been awhile since my last post sorry things have been busy and just the other day I almost called your old cell phone and then I remember you were no longer with us I catch myself doing that a lot as the days aren’t getting any easier still feels like the day you left us the pain isn’t subsiding at all I am always thinking of you thru out the day as I can’t seem to get over losing my protector for so many years.jim is back home so that is a plus as I truly love and missed him as I was telling him the other day you didn’t pass away from congestive heart failure you passed away of a broken heart if there was away I could have fixed it I would have as we all us kids were suppose to grow old together as that is what people are suppose to do when you love each other as we all did some days are worse then others as I know you wouldn’t want us in any pain but how can’t we be as we all truly loved you a part of all of us went with you the day you left us...Always remember I love you and miss you bubba spread them wings and fly and don’t forget to shine on xoxoxoxoxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 25th December 2017
Merry Christmas Dj first thing I thought this am is how much I love and miss you not a day goes by that I don’t think of you days aren’t getting any easier as the pain is still the same as they day you left us I understand you are no longer in any pain but what about all us here as it isn’t subsiding at all .Another holiday without you you I remember when we were little opening presents on this day even though you always peeked at the presents you would in wrap them and wrap them back up so mom and dad didn’t know we used to laugh as we all acted surprised when we opened the presents and we all always played football or some sport and after we opened presents we all used to play them and then we ate and relaxed the rest of the day Always remember I love you and miss you terribly bubba fly high my seeet brother spread them wings and fly and don’t forget to shine on xoxoxooxooxoxooc
Posted by Wendy Emond on 20th December 2017
Hey there bubba been a few days since my last post been a lot going on but that doesn’t mean I didnt think I didn’t think of you as I often do as I can’t seem to get over losing you as the holidays are the worst I so much your wise cracks and your big bear hugs mom and dad aren’t doing good and haven’t since you left us the depression is the worst with them I try to get them into counseling but they refuse so I don’t push to much but please watch over all of us this time of year always remember I love you and miss you bubba don’t forget to spread your wings and fly and shine on big brother xoxoxoxoox
Posted by Michelle Mason on 19th December 2017
Hello my dear brother, Just wanted to stop by and let u know your in my thoughts with another holiday without u just breaks my heart more and more everyday for mom and dad because D they miss u so much and would do anything they could do to have u back I know it's selfish to say because obviously you were needed more in heaven but the pain and he emptiness does not go away or could ever be filled by anyone and time isn't helping so we r still as lost as we all were the day u left. So I know I always ask you the same thing but stay close to Mom and Dad and please try to help them ease some of their pain if it's possible never forget whether here or not we all love you the same and always will and we miss u terribly until we meet again fly high my sweet brother and shine
Posted by Wendy Emond on 9th December 2017
hey there Bubba sorry it has been a little since my last post but been trying to work things out with my husband jim he seems like he has changed alot since he left as i have to be careful as i have others to think of as well.Just cause i havent posted doesnt mean i havent thought of you or even spoke your name as i cant seem to ease this pain as i will never get over losing you and Dylan is looking more like you and he got a deer already going out for more i guess you would be so proud of him and what he has became i know you are in heaven looking down on the kids and be proud of what they have become as we all are i try to keep in contact with them all but now that they are older they have their own lives and to busy to answer me but hey i can understand that.Alot has happened since my last post thins are getting a little better with things now that Jim is home doing work on the place and helping me with m shit i teom and dad Dj i am worried about them they are getting older and they both cant hear worth sh*t l them both they need hearing aids but hey who am i i can only tell them cant make them do it as they miss drs appts as i cant always get take time off work to take them as i have kids to support and i really dont get any help with that at all as i made a promise to you and i will keep it..Well bubba ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Posted by John Cowher on 15th November 2017
D!!!! It's hard to believe how long you've been gone ! I have so many memories that have you in them , you were like my uncle , brother , co worker and friend all rolled into one. I've had so many good times with you in the fire dept and you actually was the one that got me in the porta tank for my rookie dumping ( a couple years after me first starting !! Lol) , softball games and how close our families are and have been . I always looked up to you and treasured your company and friendship !! I miss your jokes and smartass remarks ! Lol . I rushed to the hospital when I got the call about you passing and I just couldn't believe it ...... it was like time was moving in slow motion. I prayed over you and asked God to except you into the kingdom but I knew I didn't have to ask on your behalf cuz he already had you with him no doubt! I was so nervous to officiate your services I could only try to find the words to be worthy of the job I had. I hope I made you proud brother . I hate that your gone and not with us here but I know thats my own selfishness speaking because I know you are home now where the Bible promises all Gods children will be without pain and the worries of our world . You are at the creators right hand in all his glory and now your glory also ! You are where you should be yet it's sooner than we would ever want you to leave us here . There's no doubt in my mind you watch over everyone from your new station assignment above us making sure we are safe guiding us and communicating with us in your own special ways . We will forever miss you my friend till we meet our end here and cross the river to see you on the opposite shoreline waiting to greet us home as we transition in our journey . I can't wait to give you a big bear hug ! I know my grampas rite there with you too ( help keep him under control up there please D! Lol) Till we meet agian my friend ...................
Posted by Wendy Emond on 9th November 2017
hey there Bubba sorry i havent posted in awhile but things have been hectic here my hot water heater went and it took me a week to get things back to somewhat normal and helping tammie as she got evicted and has no place to go just because i was busy didnt mean i didnt think of you as i often do that as i miss you a great deal,,,Our brother Ricky has been busy helping us all out he had to help our sister Roberta as her fuse box almost caught fire because of the mice chewing the wiring so he was there fixing that and i know you were there watching over her and the family and then he had to come to my place help me figure out why i wasnt getting hot water as we got a brand new hot water heater and it still wasnt getting hot water come to find out the element was bad in the new one so i had dad take the old element out of the old heater and now we have hot water then last night blake was in the shower and lost water again come to find out the tank had a air bubble in it as i was telling blake i am greatful all he did to put the hot water hutheater in and figure it all out he has done alot for me since jim left and cant thank him enough..Other then that things havent been to bad just dealing with hot water situation and mom and dad are doing good just need to keep an eye out on them the depression since they lost you is horrible but you can believe i have them both the only one that bothers or talks with them is Ricky but that is fine as i know the rest are busy with there own family just hurts as they cant pick up a phone to text mom i know our brother eddie has which suprised me but makes me feel good he thinks of them..Brit is having problems so can you watch over her extra close her depression gets the best of her at times and same with bree i love them as my own i try to always be there for them......Well bubba just wanted you to know I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND DONT FORGET TO SHINE ON BIG BROTHER XOXOXOXOXOOXOX
Posted by Wendy Emond on 16th October 2017
We sent balloons to you today as it is your 50th and we would never forget that day i signed everyones name to them as we all love and miss you a great deal i wanted happy 50th but they didnt have them so i got your so special happy birthday and a smiley face as your smile is one that no one can forget i know you are as it over us all...I hate it for the last 4 years you have been gone it rained on your birthday sometimes i am like Bubba is crying today but then i remember you are no longer in any pain and your up in heaven laughing ,smiling,joking being free of pain..Today is your birthday and tomorrow we lost uncle terry i know he is there with you and penny little grandma and etc.you are surrounded by loved ones on your birthday but it isnt fair as us down here wanted to celebrate it with you i was gonna make a cake for your birthday but mom and dad are having a rough time with losing you have from day one they say they are ok i know better because all of us arent and wont we deal with losing you the best way we know how the pain never goes away we just learn to deal with it trust me i know it seems like yesterday still and it has been 4 years...........Make sure you give uncle terry and hug and kiss from me and especaily our little grandma...Spread the wings and fly my sweet brother SHIN ON AND ALWAYS REMEMBER WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOUXOXOXOXO
Posted by Michelle Mason on 16th October 2017
Happy Birthday big brother... I wish heaven had visting hours:'( I wish u didn't have to go but God needed u more I always say it isn't fair but the special ones get called home first... My heart still aches but ik u hated when people were sad or upset so I'll do my best to smile for u today.... Ik u r around because when i want to be sad my tears only fall for a short time and then I feel comfort thank u for giving me the signs u have..... I miss u so much Dj... Fly high my brother and shine on...... I love you..... Please be close to mom and dad today they r going to need to feel your comfort and know your near. DJ they still hurt so much and can't accept your gone heal their pain big brother and let them know it's ok...
Posted by Michelle Mason on 15th October 2017
Here it is 2am and you crossed my mind like u do a lot:) DJ I can't say how much we all miss u and wish we could turn back time and bring u back but God needed u more and even tho we think it's unfair and we still carry pain I know u have an extra special mission that u could not fulfill on earth... I feel honored to have you watch over all of us I know that we have the best angel ever... Be free of pain my brother and enjoy your afterlife I know you r smiling and laughing everyday even tho I know u miss us just as much as we do u.... I just wanted u to know I was thinking of you and have been a lot lately I love you forever and always big brother don't ever forget that... I'm sure every family says this but I know I had the best brother ever u were much more to me than u could have ever imagined and u still are.... So until we meet again give grandma and Uncle Terry a hug for me and let them know I love them and remember I always miss u... Fly high my sweet brother and we shall meet again someday and I know you will be there with open arms.... Sending hugs and kisses to heaven.... Love always your baby sister
Posted by Wendy Emond on 9th October 2017
hey there bubba today is a rainy day and a depression kind of day i hate days like this as i know it is angels crying and it makes me feel sad to think you are crying and i cant be there to (((HUG))) you as i sure could use a hug from my big brother people things for granted and think nothing will ever happen to our siblings and i am here to say we all thought you would grow old with all of us and your birthday is coming up suppose to throw you that big party I talked to your son tyler he has a gf and he is doing good he keeps in contact with me every now and then which is good so i know how your kids are doing and OMG DYLIE looks just like you now that he is older there is times i cry when i look at his pictures as i am completely lost here doesnt seem like i will find the direction i am suppose to be going......Mom and dad are doing good pain in the A** sometimes but i wouldnt trade them for the world i will be able to say i kept my promise to you the day you left us and there is times it is hard as i worry about there depression try to get them to go to counseling and they say they dont need it well i am here to say they do as they do nothing but set in there room all day everyday dad will go outside not mom i counseling would help them both as it was a tramatic thing they went threw and your siblings hurt to i went to counseling helped me understand you arent alone and you arent in any pain anymore.....Well i will post again soon ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON XOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOOX
Posted by Wendy Emond on 30th September 2017
hey there bubba sure do love and miss you the days arent getting any easier as i think of you everyday as i always do they say time heals all wounds well that is a lie as my heartache is still there just like that day you protected us younger ones for years and you know what i sure do miss that as i am always talking to you not sure you hear or pay attention but i often wonder what you would do in certain situations and think what you would do i listen to that song you shouldve been here let me tell you that hits hard..Your birthday is coming up you would have been the big 50 this year oh boy we would have had a party and i would have got to spend time with you as we hardly did thru the years we did but when we got older we all had our own lives but that doesnt mean i still didnt love you the same as Dj you were the oldest of the boys and i am the oldest of the girls and sometimes i often wonder why you had to leave us so soon i understand your no longer in pain and i am greatful for that but bubba what about our pain as it isnt easing up at all still feels like the day you left us ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA SPREAD THEM WINGS AND FLY MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 15th September 2017
hey there Bubba been a while since my last post our brother ricky got married on sept 9th and it was an awesome day full of enjoy the only thing that was missing was you thought of you that day as i always think of you not getting any easier for me just missing you more and more..Dad has been at the drs as he keeps losing weight and they dont know why probably all the coffee he drinks all day long i worry that is to much caffeine for him and his stomach and mom is in good health strong woman she is.....i hope someday i am just like her when i get older.Alot of hurricanes and there was in florida where uncle dale lives we called to check on him try to talk him into leaving and he said he wasnt going anywhere so he stayed thank god he made it threw it says he lost a couple trees but everything was still intact which was a good thing...I cant seem to stop thinking how things would be if you were still here i know alot different then they are you were the oldest of us 6 kids and us younger ones seemed to always listen to you because if we didnt we would regret it lol Your birthday is coming up next month and you would have been 50 oh boy the big 50 we will be sending balloons to heaven that day for you with messages for you as we all love and miss you dearly please continue on watching over you loved ones and there was a fire up at ALEXBAY blake says you either worked on it or used to eat there cant remember.......i will post again Bubba ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SHINE ON AND SPREAD THEM WINGS AND FLY XOXOOXOOXOOXOXOXOOXOO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 25th August 2017
hey there Bubba been a little bit since my last post but that doesnt mean you didnt cross my mind as i am always thinking of you and how things would be if you didnt leave us so early i am sure you have been busy up there in heaven hopefully you are watching over all of us i have been seeing alot of butterflies lately i know it is you checking on things and i whisper tell my brother DJ i love and miss him dearly.....Our brother Ricky is getting married in sept...hopefully you will be there watching us on his special day....Mom and dad are doing good going to the drs the way the should dad argues with me and mom saying he isnt gonna go there is nothing wrong with him well i make sure there isnt as i learned alot from you passing i thought you were doing good as you were losing weight and i thought you were ok but how wrong i was and i know i couldnt fix your BROKEN HEART but i could have tried to help you threw it no one knows the pain you went threw as you always kept things in and i hate that fact if you would have told someone you would be here today i am always thinking of what you would say with certain situations that happen i am like what would dj say and do i know your shoes are the HARDEST TO FILL...ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON XOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 16th August 2017
I knew there was a reason I didn't wanna get out of bed this am today is the day we lost you there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you or even speak of you I have a picture of you in my car and I kiss it every time I am in my car...A lot of unspoken words and I have seen a lot of butterflies lately I always whisper tell my brother DJ I love and miss him terribly..we are gonna set balloons off with messages this weekend for you.they say time heals all wounds well I am here to say they lie as it seems like yesterday that you left us heartache is still there..I got to see Tyler he came to visit me when he was in New York made me feel good....Laays remember I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUBBA spread your wings and fly my sweet brother xoxoxoxoxo
Posted by Michelle Mason on 16th August 2017
Today is that dreadful day :'( It's weird tho because I have felt a sense of ease today.. It hasn't gotten any easier and I do find myself talking to u every single night but of course u already knew that... I do have to say that the signs u have been leaving me lately haven't gone un noticed I see u and I can feel u around me... I love you and miss u so much and just know their isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of u... Fly high my sweet brother and keep doing the amazing job watching over all of us butterfly kisses.... Spread your wings and fly my sweet angel
Posted by Wendy Emond on 9th July 2017
hey there bubba today is mom and dads anniversary man we miss you so much bubba i have been thinking about you alot lately as i often do and i hope you were with baby reba july 7 th as that was the anniversary of her death i stopped there yesterday when i was in town to clean it off so sad not a thing on her garve but you know what i cleaned it up and kissed her picture as i always do i know you are up there playing with her as you loved babies it is so unfair as you were taken from us without letting us know you were sick i have so many questions why and so many unspoken words i know you know i love and miss you with every breathe i take i cant seem to get past all this as you were suppose to get old with us and i always kiss your pic in my car say i love and miss you bubba well i have got to get housework done and ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOX
Posted by Wendy Emond on 4th July 2017
Happy 4th of july i sure do miss you bubba things arent isnt as Michelle said when we were younger we all thought that peopole that love will always live forever and i am yet to understand why you had to go i know you were tired and that is all i can come up with as if LOVE could have saved you then you wold have never left as people had so much love for you such a LOVEABLE person you always reminded me of a cuddly bear as when you met someone new you always touched there hearts and they would never forget that smile that would light up anyones world as i know i sure miss that i have pics of you on my desktop always looking and wondering what would have been i know you are around all of us as i see butterflies,Robins and i have 4 little rabbit in my yard so cute well bubba i know you are present when i see these things and we are doing better well mom and dad are gotta keep them healthy for you as that is a promise i made to you the day you left us let me tell you your shoes are one hard pair to fill our brother Ed was in the hospital he had global amensia he is under alot of stress so please watch over him and our brother Ricky has been having chest pains i guess the shunts he has arent working so please keep a close on him as well i have our parents.Roberta is doing pretty good working and loves to be chief at penneville she is one hell of a firefighter keep your memory going as u taught her well and she loves it just like you did and Michelle moved to Pa to start fresh good forher she deserves it i guess i sure miss her she was my best friend and now i dont have her i could tell her all my problems and she would help me if she could well best of luck for her.Well bubba i will post again soon ALEAYS REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXOOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 16th April 2017
HAPPY EASTER BUBBA been awhile since my last post but that doesnt mean that i didnt think of you as i always do i miss you more and more with everyday that passes i often think of you in certain situations and wonder what you would do.Dylan now has a permit you would be so proud of him and trust me he looks alot like you now that he is older i so see u in his face Jordyn bought her first vehicle which would have made you proud,Tyler now has his license and him and jordyn are in the fire dept there guess it is in there blood have to keep going as u always did until god called u home so u can be free of all your pain and fly high.Mom and dad are doing good moms is gone as she had a CT scan and that it came back normal so i hope and pray that it is dadnis still dad has changed there i make sure they make their doctor appts with the their regular dr and there specialist to make sure everything is going ok..It seems like the days should be easier well they arent we just learn to live here without you i love and miss you so much bubba so much has changed since you left here..ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON TIL WE MEET AGAIN XOXOXOOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 25th March 2017
hey there Bubba been aWhile since my last post the weather is starting to get nice again a little chilly today but warm weather is around the corner better then the snow even though u used to love it i remember playing tackle football in the middle of emery road during a storm and the cold i remember quite a few times that u would tackle someone in the bank because they were so high from the plows or going ice skating on the pond down the road you were always there telling us smaller ones to be careful and was there to help us up when we fell or when it was summer time we played in the cow pasture you would always say be careful the cows dont chase after you guys see you were always there for us smaller one...I will never forget when we were playing in the pines jumping tree to tree and then it was Rickys bright idea to start the pine needles on fire and boy did you ever yell at him made him go tell mom and dad he started the pines on fire so mom called the fire trucks to put the pines out boy did we ever get into trouble after they left and the time Ricky was taking mom cigarettes and you said mom will know and sure enough she did had uncle terry bring a green cigar and he was made to smoke it and you laughed at him because it made him sick and uncle terry was yelling at him and made him smoke the whole thing..Remember the time we went up the road to the barn and jumped from the rafters in the hay we had so much fun we had aunt Bonnies kids with us and they had a ball.I remember going to the pond and killing the frogs so mom could have frog legs everytime u would go after a frog you would say come here u little B*STARD and u would put it in the bag and then we got home and you would clean them saying stuff...Then the night you told Roberta and Michelle the bats were gonna get in there hair they ran in crying and told mom and you laughed when mom asked u if you said it you go i was joking lol...Bubba please watch over Junior he injured his spleen may need surgery watch over him and help heal him.I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOXOOXOX
Posted by Michelle Mason on 23rd March 2017
My dearest brother I know u have been around me more than ever lately I want to say thank you for your comfort and I know when I speak to you every night you can hear me because the day after u give me the sign that I know for a fact that is your way of letting me know u r here. It gives me a sense of relief. And I have to apologize for drama being brought here this is a remembrance place for us to come to talk to u but we log on and see negativity please help those who feel the need to constantly being negative put love back into their hearts... I love you brother and continue to stay by my side and help me with everyday life.. Fly high my sweet brother and rest in peace.... until we meet again I'll miss u always
Posted by Wendy Emond on 11th March 2017
hey there bubba things have been really stressful lately and i am always looking for your guidance threw it and praying to god to help me as well sometimes i feel i cant make it threw it as i know stress isnt good for a person but if i didnt have so much to worry about i wouldnt be stressed out i cant seem to get mom and dad out of there room that is all they do as they have went down hill since we lost you and i pray to god to get them better i say they need counceling but they tell me no they can handle it well i am here to say they cant and havent been able to handle losing you and the only one that helps me with them is Ricky as i know i can turn to him for help and it is sad as Michelle always asks them for help or something but she cant take time out of her busy schedule to help take them to a doctors appt or anything taking them to dinner or anything but i know i am the one that will always be there for them and can honestly say i never turned my back on them as at the end of the day i am taking care of them sometimes i get so mad at them but i can say they are here with me when no one wanted to help with them yes Jim had them move in and then he left but i still have them with me i wouldnt change it for the world...I keep telling them they need to pay off your funeral bill as Jim and I were then jim left so i had to take care of the bills they just dont know how to pay bills that they should pay they think someone else will do it i love your parents and wouldnt change them for the world but bubba pplease help me by guiding me to have them get better as they arent showering the way they should i understand that losing you was a horrible thing as i live it everyday but i know you would kick me in the a** if i didnt move on i WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUBBa FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ONXOXOOXOOXOOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 26th February 2017
hey there Bubba been a few days since my last post there wasnt a day that passed that i didnt think of you as i always do i am dealing with losing you as it is hard on me as you were the oldest of the boys and i was oldest of the girls and you always were there protecting any of us weither we were in the right or not you were always there and when i lost you i lost that protector and i am completely lost with out it as i sure could use some guidance Bubba there was alot that i sure could have used you to help me threw but it has made me a stronger person as when i wanted to just give up on everything i thought of what you would say and do to me and i know you ride with me everytime i am in the durango i can feel you Blake almost had an accident not paying attention and i knew you gave me a sign that you were there and i cant thank you enough for always being there when one of us are in the durango as you left us and still protecting us as well......I am gonna go for now but i promise i will be back to post again til then always remember I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND MAKE SURE YOU SHINE ON XOXOOXOOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 19th February 2017
hey there bubba been thinking of you lately as i always do i cant seem to realize i will not beable to walk threw my door what i wouldnt give for that to me this is all a bad dream and someday i will wake up and u will be here with all of us.There was alot of unspoken words as we never knew that god would that u so young i understand that u were in alot of pain and god seen that but i just wish u would have let us all know as maybe u would still be here to..Watch over Dylan he has been sick he is getting excited he will be getting his permit soon doesnt seem he is that old now wow where has the time go.As u seen we gave him your shot gun as we knew that is what u would have waited the only one of your kids that didnt get anything of yours was Jordyn and i am trying to figure out what we can do for her....i know you arent in any pain anymore and i am happy for that but bubba what about our pain here as it isnt getting any easier they say time heals well i am here to say that is a LIE.........I will post again til then ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS U BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOOXOXOOOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 15th February 2017
yesterday was valentines days i got busy but i wanted to say happy belated valetines day i love you and miss you bubba fly high my sweet brother and shine on xooxoxoxox
Posted by Wendy Emond on 4th February 2017
hey there Bubba boy do we ever have some snow you would have loved it if we still had the snowmobiles maybe you wouldnt get dropped in a middle of a field like when dad turned and lost you mom was pissed..I think of you all the time and wonder what you would do in a certain situation and always looking for your guidance down the road that i should be going down.Alot of our friends we had in the fire dpt are passing away sad but you probably already know that..If you see uncle terry and grandma trumble please give them a hug and kiss them for me please as i miss them as well.Can you please watch over our brother ricky he has been having issues with his heart again i know you are watching over him as i shouldnt ask but doesnt hurt to ask you anyways,,I will post again soon ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY SPREAD THEM WINGS AND FLY HIGH MY SWEET BEOTHER SHINE ON XOXOOXOXOOXOO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 28th January 2017
Hey there Bubba i know it has been a few weeks since my last post but that doesnt mean i didnt think of you as i often do.Things are getting a little better but not much as i worry about mom and dad as they grieve everyday and i am watch them just fade away i know it was a tragetic thing they went threw well the rest of us did to i wish u would give them a sign that you are doing fine as i know you are i can feel it in my heart as i know the pain i still feel til this day still seems like yesterday that took you away from all your loved ones.I often think about how things would be if you were still here as i know that alot of things wouldnt be going on as u would set us all straight and u would kick us all in the ass u were the rock of all us kids and i miss that i would do anything to hear your voice again or guide me threw all this as it is so hard for me as u were the oldest of the boys and i am the oldest of the girls so i try to be there for all my siblings but i cant do it anymore i have to think of my boys and mom and dad as ricky is the only one that has helped me with our parents since the day you left us so he has stepped up alot more then the rest has and i am greatful to him for that as i cant thank him enough as i try to tell him all the time to let him know i appericate the stuff he has done to help me threw all this.......I know my heart is still heavy bubba and the pain is still there not easing at all and i dont expect it to as we may have fought but i didnt love you any less made me love you more as u were the oldest of all us kids i was always there helping you threw stuff as that is what sisters do..well i am gonna post again til then A;WAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER SPREAD THEM WINGS......SHINE ON BROTHER XOXOXOOXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 1st January 2017
HAPPY NEW YEAR BUBBA another year without you here with us the pain isnt easing at all i think of you everyday and always ask myself what you would do in certain situations or even ask for your guidance as i know you are around your around your loved ones.i cant seem to get passed the thought of you walking threw my door and sayhey B*TH my heart hurts everyday as i know the pain should ease well it isnt and never will as you were the strong one that kept us all straight alot of bullshit has been going on out of control..Please guide us threw all this bubba you maybe gone but YOUR NEVER FORGOTTEN FLY HGH MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON XOXOXOXOXXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 30th December 2016
hey there bubba things have been crazy here lately but that doesnt mean i wasnt thinking of you as i do that everyday another year is approaching and i dont like that as means that means another year without you ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON XOXOXOOXOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 30th December 2016
hey there bubba sorry it has been awhile since my last post but things have been crazy doesnt mean i didnt think of you as i do that eveyday often speak your name as i truly miss you my sweetest brother you left us and pain isnt easing any at all still seems like yesterday you left i miss you terribly as i understand you arent in any pain and i am greatful for that i sure you are having fun up in heaven but bubba what about my pain i cant get over losing you
Posted by Michelle Mason on 25th December 2016
Merry Christmas brother another holiday that u r missing with us :'( Breaks my heart because ever sense the day u left things have fell apart our family isn't a faimly anymore so much hatred Is running threw our veins right now seemed u were the only one who kept any kind of sanity with in all of us u were the one who wld straighten people out if they got out of line... Dj plz help your the only person I know that I can turn to even from far away I know you can help.... Plz help mom and dad and save them from all the pain they r put threw... I'm begging u brother help make things right.... I love you and miss you so much more everyday... Work your magic. .. Fly high sweet brother
Posted by Wendy Emond on 3rd December 2016
hey there DJ i know it has been awhile since i posted but that doesnt mean i wasnt thinking of you as i am always wondering what you would say or do with some situations i have been in i miss you more and more everyday it still seems like yesterday that you left us alot of unspoken words and answers i still ask myself why you had to leave us so soon i understand that god seen you were in pain but you know what Dj we are still in pain as they say time heals all wounds well i am here to say that is a lie it is we just learn to deal with the pain we live our lives but i cant seem to stop loving and missing you i know you are up in heaven having some fun and i understand you are no longer in any pain and i am greatful for that but my pain hasnt eased and i dont think it ever will til we meet again i find myself trying to understand why and i cant come up with an answer just you were in pain.Dj please be with all of us during the holidays as we are all gonna need your help as these are the worst just like your birthday and anniversary i remember you coming to my place for dinner i enjoyed it as it gave me time with my big brother i know i may not have said the right words or tell you that i love you and missed you but trust me i did and still do ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY DJ SPREAD THEM WINGS AND FLY AND DONT FORGET TO SHINE ON MY BIG BROTHER and you know the saying you dont know what have til it is gone oh trust me i do as i miss my big brother xoxoxoxxoxooxooxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 12th November 2016
hey there Bubba setting here thinking of you loving and missing you the pain is horrible i cant seem to understand why you had to go so soon i know god knows why and he seen you were in pain but you know Bubba so are we your family the pain never eases as i am alway wondering what u would say or do with the things that have been going on i know you would kick us all in the A** as you were the oldest and always kept us on line lol If they had visiting hours in heaven i would be there everyday visiting you just to hear your voice and see that smile upon your face Bubba please watch over all of us and guide us threw the things we are going threw YOU MAYBE GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN I CARRY YOU IN MY HEART AND THOUGHT EVERYDAY ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER AND SHINE ON XOXOXOOXOXXOOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 30th October 2016
thinnking of you today always in my thoughts and heart I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER SHINE ON XOXOXOOXOXO
Posted by Wendy Emond on 30th October 2016
hey there my sweet brother i have been thinking of you alot lately i cant seem to come to reality that you are gone and i cant smiling face and miss them wise cracks you dont know how much i miss that people take things for granted as we always think we will see that person again the next day and we dont realize tomorrow is never promised well you know what i have realized that more now that you left us dj my heart aches everyday as there was alot of unspoken words that should have been said and i hope you know i love you may not have said it as often as i should but i do and always will you maybe gone but never forgotten i carry your memory with me everyday and think of the things we used to do as kids i will never forget the time dad lost you on the back of the snowmobile mom was pissed you werent scared just went to a house and called mom......I remember swimming in the pond and going frog hunting for frog legs you would just hit the frog over the head and move to the next one.......Playing tackle football in the of emery rd eveyone always wanted u on there team lol..cold days but we played anyway til it got dark and then sometimes we played then...Then the time you kept telling us girls that the bats were gonna get caught in our hair and jumping
Posted by Wendy Emond on 16th October 2016
Happy birthday my dearest brother I cant seem to stop loving and missing u tears are flowing today because we miss you so much i cant stop thinking how things would you would still be here i klnow my heart wouldnt hurt so much they say it gets easier they lie DJ as it still seems like yesterday thinking of you alot lately you were always there for your siblings no matter the problem you were always there i am completely lost without you Dj always remember i love you and miss you terribly I LOVE YOU AND TERRIBLY MISS YOU SHHINE ON SPREAD THEM WINGS AND FLY XOXOXOOXOX
Posted by Michelle Mason on 16th October 2016
Happy Birthday my amazing brother... Not a day goes by that I don't think of u and miss u as much as the first day u left us.... Dj I don't think any of us will ever accept that u had to leave but we deal day to day because we have to.... Hoping u have a wonderful day in heaven until we meet again I love you yesterday I love you still always have and always will fly High my sweet loVing brother
Posted by Wendy Emond on 15th October 2016
hey there bubba well tomorrow is your birthday is tomorrow you would have been 51 my heart will be heavy tomorrow as i think of you often and your kids came to see me when they were here it was nice to see them there grandma ranieri toms mother passed away which you probably already know i sure do miss you bubba and the fact i cant seem to get past that i cant hear your voice or see your smiling face til we meet again always remember i love and miss you dearly bubba think of you quite often fly high my sweet brother SHINE ON xoxoxoxoxoxooxooxoxo
Posted by Wendy Emond on 1st October 2016
hey there Bubba i have been thinking about you alot lately your birthday is this month you would have been 51 that day is gonna be hard just like any other day as i cant seem to ease this pain they say time heals all wounds welll i am here to say they lie as it still seems like yesterday that you left us.Your son tyler e to moved with his mother and never said by me and i was the only one that took him when he wanted to stay with us and your baby dylan has your shot gun as we knew you would want him to have it he hurt me as well never said bye but it is what it is i guess..mom and dad are getting worse bubba they do nothing mom plays on here tablet everyday all day does nothing to help around the house and Blake is having a hard time with it all i make sure they go to the doctors and take there meds yes but that isnt it we are all watching them weither away and michelle seems to think i took over on our parents no i didnt no one else would take them so jim and i did to make sure they would take care of themselves i dont know what more i can do maybe you can send signs or something to get them to do more dad went and said he doesnt feel like living anymore and that hurts as i lost you cant handle that yea dad and i may argue everyday as we are to much alike but that doesnt mean i dont love him....well bubba i will post again soon but ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY FLY HIGH MY SWEET BROTHER TIL WE MEET AGAIN XOXOXOXOX

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