This would take a whole big chapter in our life.I think anyone who knew us would say this confidently that we have had one of the best pictures in the crowd.I used to be mad about taking the best pictures, going to classes perfecting my skills on gadgets or SLR's, often tortured her to mimic the same and she used to freak out saying " you're sick murali"," chachipotav naa chetilo" who knew you would pass away in my hands (feeling will haunt me forever)
if you're wondering who's murali ? of-late she started calling me "Murali" because she always wanted to be the most special person in my life
I remember giving her lectures about how to take perfect picture and  surprisingly years go by she started lecturing back to me. Here it goes she took some of the best pictures of mine and she proudly says " those are best not because I look good it's because of photography". People always said and commented that we look perfect together, our pictures reminded them of love,energy & togetherness.We have had our own share of up's & down's in life but we emerged out of it more stronger than anybody thought.No matter how much we were busy with our lives those lovely wishes and comments made us swim through the difficulties,rise higher than the tides and courage to fight against any storm's that may come.We fought till the end  and must say, we still took pictures when she was in hospital  that clearly shows our obsession hahahaha.I must acknowledge now that we have got some of the best romantic pictures ever and thanks to "Rayudu" our Photographer for all time this chapter is incomplete without his mention.
 I must confess that She was a hard one to please and why not  because she never compromises for anything less than best for her, me & kids.I was always aiming for something less than the best, bound to stress or worries but she taught me to shoot for MOON at least might land up among stars.It was her, her smile who brought our pictures to life whereas I could hardly smile @ camera.Her smile is so infectious that camera's would never turn away from her and now my pictures will be incomplete forever......

Message from Deepu on May 5th 11.25 PM PST

Rajdeep

time goes on and this word to me becomes stronger

the bond we share just thickens, I love you my sweetheart. I cannot describe the limit of the love I have in my heart, I don't know how much of it or what.

I love you murali...I don't know I miss you so much today a lot 

Love of my life,added a beautiful rainbow with all possible colors.Soft,subtle and sweet my Deepu. Never ever thought I would see this day without her by my side, feel incomplete in every way and I guess those precious moments spent with her makes it all worth living. Though it was short she achieved everything she wanted except for a long life.

We got married at very young age me 24 and she 23 ,where everybody thought it was all infatuation or attraction and not love against all odds we have proven the relationship to flourish for 10 years with 2 beautiful creation's of ours.She was always proud of what we achieved despite of hardships.We started from scratch,grew up together,had so many dreams,fulfilled many went after everything and anything that we wanted to ourselves,worked hard to achieve it.She was madly in love with me and often felt jealous to share with kids too.She is my "Trisha" who I loved every bit, her anger, obsession with weight, voracious concern for everyone around, envious & unapologetic laugh and her unending love for me.I remember the first movie we watched together was "Oye" she never liked it because of the tragic ending and she was always worried about that, had I imagined this would happen wouldn't have watched it all.It was a dream and it is a dream.I'd like to believe like I say to my daughter Shobhana, "mommy is angel now sleep tight so she can come in your dreams","she will be in our heart always" but you know what my daughter says " nanna naaku amma heart lo kanipichaledu (I didn't find mom in my heart )" no words can get her mom back.She wants to grow up faster since she thinks her mom will come back after 100 days and not 100 million days.

she always proudly said  "I chose the best for me in everything" and I always said " all but me" then she replies "you're the best ever happened to me", then I say "we both are made 4 each other" and  will be forever.Like she always told her friends "I trained him well". she indeed prepared me so well that I didn't even cry or break watching her leave.

Thank you Brandon! for sharing TED talk video with me and now I have decided to MOVE FORWARD and not Move on!

She lived on her own terms and left this world on her own terms...Independent

I had removed sugar from my coffee back when a friend of mine left, got used to it in a while and now my life left me ever making it a black coffee, I still drink coffee until I cannot anymore...life goes on right!