its real hard to say these words but happy 24th birthday son,u know there is a saying when one dies another is born or one has to die for another to be born,well darling when i was standing by your bedside watching the machines breath for u and dreading for the moment they set u free from the machines i knew u was already gone the music the hosp. plays everytime a baby is born there played 9 ti

this time 24yrs. ago i was big as a barral,swallen feet and couldnt fit into anything,stressing because i had to be at the hosp.that night because they were gonna induce my labor the next morn.on the 31st.so they starved me all night and then on the 31st.at 303pm i gave birth to a miricle baby boy i called derek eugene aka.(boss) he weighed 7lbs.0nz.and 21 1/2 in.i tryed for 7yrs. to get preg. d

Dearest Derek, I watched your babies grow up before my eyes, I watched as you turned from a young man into a wonderful father and I watched as your mother loved you every step of the way. Not a day goes by that you are not thought of and dearly missed.Your family became my family and I love each and every one of you with all that I am.I love and miss you son. Cristy XOXOXO <3

WELL ITS BEEN 2YRS. SINCE I LOST U BABY,AND IT HASNT GOTTEN ANY EASIER,THERE ISNT A DAY GOES BY THAT MY HEART DONT BREAK THINKING OF U,I MISS U SO MUCH AND I KNOW MIRANDA AND WESLEY AND ROB DOES TOO,I SEE IT IN THERE EYES AND HEAR IT IN THERE VOICE WHEN SOMEONE SAYS YOUR NAME OR THEY SEE A PIC OF U,I LOVE U AND MISS U SOSOSO MUCH.

WELL SON ANOTHER HOLIDAY WITHOUT U,I WISH U WAS HERE WITH ME,TO SEE YOUR BABIES HUNT EGGS AND HOLD THEM,DIAMOND'S BDAY IS THIS MONTH,SHE WILL BE 5YRS. AND GETTING SO BIG AND SMART,AND DJ IS YOUR IMAGE,HE IS ALSO VERY SMART AND STUBBORN,I MISS U SO BAD,I LOVE U SON.

he son just thought i would just let u know mama is always thinking of you,i miss u so much and i wish i could hold u in my arms and tell u how much i want u back,i know im one of the reasons that u had such a hard life in the last few yrs. of your life,i would give anything to take it all back,i blame myself for u leaving me,i would take your place in a sec.u had your whole life ahead.

just wanted to tell you i love you an i miss you everyday an you will always remain in my heart forever....

I want people to know that this young man, was a beautiful soul. He was kind and loved his family. Now Derek was a hell raiser at times when he needed to be, but he loved his family. Derek, u r remembered so many times thru my son Matt, bc u 2 were so close when u were lil. I miss u so much and I know u share watching over us with grandma, and grandad. give them a hug for me. I love u,

Derek words cant express what yuo meant to me. The last time we spoke you called and said aunt Teri can I come over for awhile, I would like to see you . I said absolutely, but it never happened and still to this day I dont know y. I miss u so much, n when I got that call, I fell to my knees bc I can recall I was suppose to have 1 more visit. I miss u, n love u so. u watch over GM, n POP.

sitting here as usual thinking of you,everyone keeps telling me it will get easier,but when it hurts today as if was that day the day you left me, i have a feeling inside me that is empty,its the spot in my heart that will always be open for u,you made it the day you came in my life on 7-31-88 and i hurt so bad,i try to go one living but then i rember that day and i loose u all over again

baby i know u are looking down on your baby sister,well she isnt much of a baby any more, i wish you were here,she really needs her brothers right now i know u are watching from above and i know wesley is watching from here,so pls keep her close and help her feel your love for her,and let wesley know u are close, i feel u with me always,i love baby and i hope i can see u soon.

i love you derek i always will there is no one that can replace you you will remain in my heart for always you will be my number one like you always said i love you an i miss you i know you looking down on us watching over us love you always lacey....

The years we've shared have been full of joy.
The memories we've made will go on and on.
I haven't stopped crying since you went away,
and I've asked God time and time why couldn't you stay.
You lit up my life, my hopes, and my dreams.
You've opened my eyes to see what it all means.
So now that you're gone how can I forget;
Because you were the greatest out of all I have met.

it's seems so long that i've seen you or even heard our voice. I wake up every morning thinking it's all a bad dream , but i always have to come to my senses && realize that its not. I remember the day you came to see us, i went runnin intoyour arms. you always told me i was beautiful && never failed to remind me how much you loved me. Bubba i miss you so much, && just want one more day. !

im sitting here seeing everyone enjoying the holidays and and i cant because all i think of is u not being here with me,my heart hurts so bad,i want to be able to see your face again to see your eyes light up when u open your presents,and to see u eat like a pig whith all the good foods that is around during the holidays,i just want to hold u again and tell u i love and miss u son.

Baby here I sat crying after 21 years of loving that adorable little baby boy and god Im here crying that you are gone like a flash of a eye but in my heart you will always be sitting right here beside me holding me and me you and loving each other through time because you'll never be taking from me in sprit you are alway in my heart love you DEREK "MOM"

I always thought u would always be with me,i never thought i would wake up one day and have to plan your funeral,you was the one i could always count on to be there when i needed you,but now i feel like im alone,you was my first born,i was so proud the day you were born,there was two special days that you layed in my arms,the day you was born and then the day you died,i love you derek,mom.