My dearest Derek, I miss you so much my Son, I can't get over the pain I have inside of me. It's not getting any easier. Now you have Gram with you, please take care of her. I miss you all so very much , I know you all see me cry alot but I can't help it; if it was up to me I would want you, Gram AND Pap with me for a little while longer. I Love You All.