The sound of birds chirping woke me up this morning. A smile quickly spread across my face, I knew it had to be no one but you. I felt your presence here with me. I felt peace, felt happiness....... That still didn't keep tears from spilling down my cheek, wishing you were still here physically. I'm still trying to make sense of our new lives. It's extremely hard without, you're that missing void, that can never be filled. You're a piece of our hearts that is missing, physically. This is & always will be the worst day of my life. I spend just about every day trying to connect with you, which, usually is a success. I think I speak for all of us when I say, we need your physical embrace, to get us through the day. I know one day we'll be together again, but until then, continue to connect with us through dreams and reality. I love you big brother & miss you dearly.