Hi, nut.  I sure do wish you was here with us.  It broke my heart to lose you and I will always remember and think about you.  I know your life was hard and sad but you always knew you had me, and then you had your brother Sonny.  I love you and miss you terribly.  Rest In Peace my BFF,  you sure didn't get it while you were here in this ol' world.  Love you forever. <3